Start caring for yourself

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**TW: Abusive ex, near panic attack/panic attack** This chapter contains smut, please do not read if you do not like this content


Winter had always cared for the people around him and always forgot about himself. Autumn picked this out once they started dating. He was always caring for her, making dinner, cleaning the house, making sure she was okay after sex, making sure she was well after being sick, but noticed, he was always distant when it came to himself. Autumn would try to do the same, but he would shrug it off, and when it came to aftercare, he always left or went straight to bed. Autumn did everything to make him feel loved, but for some reason he always ignored it, almost like he didn't feel he deserved it. Tonight was one of those nights. Autumn and Winter, both needed each other. As soon as they got home, Winter pinned Autumn to the wall, kissing her hard. Autumn knew that Winter was gonna be in control tonight. They quickly ran to the bedroom, closing the door. Winter pushed Autumn down on the bed, then got on top of her. He kissed her dominantly, quickly unbuttoning her shirt, throwing it across the room. All clothes were quickly discarded, laying all of the room. Winter was kissing down Autumn's neck, massaging her breasts in an even pattern. Autumn bit her lip, muffling her moans. God did Winter understand what, when and where she needed him. 


Autumn gripped the black sheets tights as Winter moved down her body. He could feel how wet she was for him. He looked up to his lover, who nodded, silently giving him permission. He slid two fingers into her, causing her to push her head back and close her eyes in pleasure. He increased the speed, her moans only encouraging him to speed up. Winter kept whispered praises into her ears, making her reach her climax faster. She moaned his name as she released. Autumn opened her eyes and went to ask Winter if she could have a turn, only to find out he had already walked into the bathroom and started a bath for her. She'd had enough of this, so she got up and stormed to the bathroom. "Excuse me Mister!" Winter looked towards his lover. "Yes my love, is something wrong?" Winter moved to Autumn, worried he did something wrong. "Yes, something is wrong!" Winter instantly got worried, what had he done? Had he not cared for her enough? Did she want another round?

Winter tried to hide the worry on his face. "What's wrong my love? Did I do something? Was it me?" he could feel his heart rate increasing as she moved closer. Autumn could see the panic in his eyes. "Winter?" Autumn reached her hand out, and Winter went flying. He panicked and smacked Autumn's hand away. Autumn stood shocked. Winter had never been so defence, let alone hit her. Winter hadn't noticed his mistake, since he was curled up on the floor, his breathing quick. Autumn had never seen her husband act in such a way. He was so calm and collected, nothing like her. She tried to move closer, only to be shouted out. "Autumn! Leave!" Autumn stopped in her tracks. She didn't know what to do. Winter wasn't like Autumn. Winter was an only child; the only people who were extremely close to him were his parents and her. His parents lived in a different state, and he'd just told Autumn to piss off. She wanted to call Charlotte, but seeing the time, she would probably be asleep. Autumn had to make up her mind quick. She grabbed some clothes, put on hers, then threw some at Winter. Despite his shaken state, he got changed but immediately went back on the ground. "Damn it." Autumn whispered, as she pulled out her phone.


Charlotte was awoken by her phone ringing, to which her girlfriend also woke up. "Who the hell is that? It's 1am!" Mia sat up, rubbing her eyes. "Autumn's calling me?" Charlotte answered it fast. Autumn never called her unless she needed help. She knew Reece, Marjorie and Mia always had their notifications on just in case, so for Autumn to call Charlotte, it must've been an emergency. "Autumn?" Autumn's voice sounded panicked once she answered. "Charlotte! Winter's freaking out and he won't let me near him, and his parents live in a different state. He's an only child so I didn't know who else to call!" Autumn was basically screaming into the phone, causing Charlotte to wake up fully. "Don't worry, I'm on my way. Safe to bring Mia?" The red head turned to her girlfriend and gave her a foul look, almost a 'the fuck you mean I'm getting out of bed' look. "Yes, just get here!" Charlotte hung up the phone and got on some shoes, not bothering to get into actual clothes. Mia rolled her eyes and got out of bed, grabbing her shoes and getting into the car. She saw her brunette girlfriend run out with an icepack. She didn't think much of it and drove off, still annoyed of having to get out of bed.


Charlotte basically burst down the front door and ran to find Autumn. Mia slowly walked in, closing the door behind her. Charlotte ran to Autumn. "Where's Winter!?" Autumn pointed to the bathroom, Mia finally appearing. "What's wrong with him again?" Mia asked, crossing her arms. "I don't know, I went out to grab him after we-." Autumn stopped herself, before looking at the ground. "Ew, skip intro." Mia rolled her eyes. "Mia... your hairs a mess and you're pissed, I doubt you and Char-" Both women were interrupted by the door opening. "Uh, Autumn? Does- does Winter... normally... pass out?"


"Winters passed out!?"



Hello, my little queer and straight readers! I was wondering if you wanted longer or short one-shots, and if you wanted parts for them. I know some people get bored easier, so I was just wondering. I am gonna start writing a Mialette story, once I find out what to make it about, any suggestions can be commented if you have any!

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