Love Is

FORTY THREE

Kai POV
Time Skip:10PM

I woke up to my wife crying & screaming. I jumped up & rushed to her hospital bed.

I'm here baby. I say holding her.

I-I can't breathe. She mutters looking at me broken.

I'm so sorry. I didn't keep you safe again. I say holding her face crying.

It's not your fault & I had to protect our son. She says holding my hands shaking.

I should've been home to protect you both. I say kissing her forehead.

She cried til she went to sleep. I felt horrible my heart broke again. All I could do is hold her tight.

Plus,earlier I got movers to pack up our stuff & take it to our other house. My family made sure everything was moved correctly & some stuff set up like the kitchen & living room. Plus Kayson room.

I was lost in my thoughts & couldn't sleep. I need to protect them no matter what.

Time Skip:3AM

I woke up to Amaya not in her bed then I noticed a letter,her ring & necklace on it.

If you're reading this it means I had to leave. I felt like it's never ending pain & overthinking. I haven't been good for a while. But I'm so grateful for you & the good days. All the love & care. Endless nights up late hanging out. The times we went to see all the pretty lights. Thank you for everything. Tell Kayson his Mommy loves him so much & I wish I could've seen him grow up. I love you forever Kai Alonzo Williams.

I kept the repeating the last few lines. S-She couldn't be....no I can't lose her. I grab my car keys & sped off looking in 3 different spots already. Her location was off but she was reading my texts. I called her phone over 50 times. I didn't care about no speed limit. She picked the phone call.

Baby please tell me where you at?? I love you okay please don't do this. I need you. We all do. I say crying.

I love you too. I'm sorry it's just too much for me. It's been that way for a while. I gotta go. She mutters crying.

No please just talk to me. I'm here. I say noticing where she's at.

I sped even more. Then pulled into the spot, hopped out the car quickly,running & looking for her. I heard a big splash. I hopped in the water no hesitation. I saw her trying to pull her up but she was fighting me. So I pulled her holding her against me & went up.

Destiny...Hey....Destiny baby I need you to look at me please. I say holding her face trying to get her focus on me.

She looked at me after a while.

Good breathe baby please. I'm here okay. I say holding her as she cried & screamed against me.

I love you no matter what. I say kissing her softly.

She touched my hands shivering & kissed me back with tears in her puffy eyes.

Alonzo......I love you so much but I don't wanna be here anymore. She said softly looking up at me with tears.

No....no please don't say that baby. I love you too. Come on you're freezing. Let's go home. I say swimming with her.

I bring her to my car putting a thick blanket around her. Then started driving home in silence. We went to our new house. I showered her then we got in bed. She promised me not to tell anyone but I already told her brothers. When she went missing.