The dawn was breaking slowly over Gotham, casting a pale light over the wreckage of the chase. The city that never slept seemed to breathe more slowly now, its harsh lights softened by the early morning fog. The noise of the night had faded, leaving only the distant hum of a city on the edge of chaos.
Harley sat on the hood of her wrecked car, one leg propped up, the other dangling off the side. The adrenaline of the chase had worn off, leaving behind a strange, quiet calm. Her fingers traced patterns in the dirt that had settled on the car's roof as she looked out at the horizon. The skyline of Gotham was barely visible through the low-hanging mist, its jagged peaks like teeth in the dawn's light.
Barbara was beside her, her motorcycle leaning casually against the scrap metal pile they had crashed into. Her helmet was off, her hair tousled from the wind, but her face remained stoic, unreadable. She didn't say anything for a while, just stared ahead, probably calculating their next move, or maybe just enjoying the silence. Harley couldn't be sure.
"So, what now?" Harley broke the silence, her voice a little too loud in the still morning air. "We got away, the cops are probably still looking for us, but we're alive. What's next?"
Barbara turned her head slowly, her green eyes narrowing as she looked at Harley. There was something unreadable in her gaze, but Harley had seen that look before—the kind of look that said Barbara was weighing something, deciding whether to share what was in her head. Harley wasn't stupid. She knew something was off, something had changed in their dynamic during the chase. They had shared moments in the chaos, moments of adrenaline that felt like they were on the same wavelength, but now there was a distance between them.
Barbara hesitated for a moment, then spoke softly, almost to herself. "I don't know yet. I thought this was just a job, Harley. But..." She trailed off, shaking her head as if she couldn't quite find the right words.
Harley's brow furrowed as she glanced at the younger woman. "What do you mean 'just a job'? What's going on in that brain of yours?"
Barbara's lips twitched into something that wasn't quite a smile. "I've been wondering if it's more than that, Harley. You... You're not like anyone I've ever worked with. And I've worked with some pretty messed up people."
Harley felt a sharp tug in her chest. Her hands gripped the edge of the car as she tried to steady herself. What was this? Her heart raced as she looked at Barbara, her gaze softening just a little. She didn't know what to make of it. She was used to being the chaos, the unpredictability, the one who didn't follow rules. But now, Barbara was starting to feel like a part of that world—her world.
She didn't want to admit it, but she felt herself being drawn in. She'd never had anyone in her life who wasn't constantly betraying her or using her for their own gain. Even her relationship with the Joker had been nothing but a power struggle, a never-ending cycle of manipulation and pain. But Barbara, she was different. She didn't need Harley's approval, she didn't need to be swayed or charmed by her. And that, more than anything, made Harley nervous.
"I'm not sure what you're trying to say, Babs," Harley said, her voice quieter now. "But you know I'm not the type of girl who does well with people trying to make sense of me. I do what I do, and that's it. If you're looking for some kind of explanation, I've got nothing for you."
Barbara nodded slowly, and there was a strange understanding in her eyes. "I'm not asking for explanations, Harley. I just... I just don't want to be part of your destruction anymore." She sighed, rubbing the back of her neck as she looked away. "I don't want to be your sidekick. I don't want to be the person that's always cleaning up your messes."
Harley blinked, the words cutting through her like a blade. She didn't know how to respond. Sidekick? Messes? Was that how Barbara saw her? Was that how she always had?
"You think I'm a mess, don't you?" Harley laughed, the sound hollow in the stillness of the early morning. "I'm sorry I don't fit into your little hero complex, sweetheart. But I've never been anyone's idea of 'put together.' You're right about that."
Barbara's jaw clenched. "I don't think you're a mess. I think you're... lost. You don't even see it. You've been running for so long that you don't know how to stop. You think your chaos is freedom, but it's just a prison you've built around yourself."
Harley's chest tightened, her breathing quickening as the sting of those words cut deeper. She wanted to yell, to throw something, to make the pain go away. But instead, she just stared at Barbara, unsure of what to say.
"I'm not lost, Barbara," Harley finally said, her voice quiet but firm. "I'm not. I know exactly who I am. I know what I want. I want fun. I want freedom. And maybe that's not your idea of 'right,' but it's mine. If that's not good enough for you..." She trailed off, unsure of what she was trying to say. Was she trying to push Barbara away? Was she trying to make herself believe she wasn't affected by the girl's words?
Barbara stood up, pushing her bike forward. "I never said it wasn't good enough. But I've got to figure out what I want now. And it's not just about the chase anymore, Harley. You're not the only one who deserves a future."
There was no anger in Barbara's voice, no resentment—just a quiet, sad resolve that made Harley feel like the ground beneath her was giving way.
"So, what? You're just leaving?" Harley felt a pang in her chest at the thought. She didn't know why, but the idea of Barbara walking away made her feel more alone than she had in years.
Barbara didn't turn back, but she spoke without looking over her shoulder. "I'm not leaving, Harley. I'm just figuring out where I stand. I'm not a part of your chaos anymore, and you're not a part of mine. But that doesn't mean we can't find our own way."
Harley watched her go, her hands trembling as she gripped the car once more. She couldn't tell if Barbara's words hurt because they were true or because they left Harley feeling like she was losing something she hadn't even realized she wanted.
She sat there, alone in the quiet morning, surrounded by the wreckage. The sirens had faded, the world had shifted, and now, for the first time in what felt like forever, Harley Quinn didn't know what was next.

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