Sometimes I doubt, and it cuts so deep,
A quiet ache I can't quite keep.
My heart, once whole, now bears the scars,
Shattered pieces, like fallen stars.I wish to stop, to mend, to heal,
But the pain loops back, a spinning wheel.
No matter how I try to fight,
The doubt returns, stealing my light.I give my best, I push, I strive,
Yet somehow, the hurt keeps me alive.
Like a shadow that clings, won't let go,
An anchor pulling, a heavy woe.I fall back to that moment of fear,
Uncertain of what's far or near.
Lost in the storm of my own despair,
A battle within, too much to bear.I feel like a snail, fragile and small,
My home, my comfort, I've ruined it all.
Piece by piece, I tear it apart,
A reckless war against my own heart.I long for peace, for a place to rest,
But I turn against myself, my own guest.
The cracks run deep, the wounds don't fade,
A haunting cycle I've myself made.And though I wonder if there's a way,
The weight of doubt seems here to stay.
The broken pieces remain the same,
A puzzle I can't seem to tame.I am my own undoing, my foe,
A shadow of what I'll never know.
Perhaps some fights aren't meant to win,
And this is where my story begins-Or maybe, this is where it will end,
A constant hurt I cannot mend.
The truth is harsh, the night is long,
I break myself to feel less wrong.No light, no glue, no turning tide,
Just endless fragments I cannot hide.
And as I sit amidst the fall,
I realize-I am nothing at all.
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Shadow of Becoming
Non-FictionIn Shadow of Becoming, a teenager stands at the crossroads of adolescence and adulthood, caught in a whirlwind of doubt and discovery. As they grapple with the complexities of growing up, they question everything they once believed-faith, self-worth...