Living Off Past Trauma.

Tjay

The next day

Onika Jones//Oni
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These past few days have been quite...odd and sketchy to say the least. Like I can't get this icky feeling off of me that something bad is gonna happen. Well I know for a fact something is gonna happen but still.

Onika no. Lamar said stop stressing because it's not good for me or the baby and that is correct.

I walked out there stairs and saw Lamar leaning against the kitchen counter on his phone. "Babyyyyyyy" I whinned walking towards him. "Yes?" He put his phone down. "I'm hungry again. Is there still leftovers?" I asked as I sat on one of the island stools. "Yes there is." He walked to the fridge and pulled out a tray of grilled chicken. He made grilled chicken, coconut rice, asparagus, and mixed vegetables.

And it tastes delicious 🤤 😋

He's been cooking a lot lately because he doesn't want me to stand for long which I did not mind. I love cooking tho.

He fixed me a plate and warmed it for me. He also poured me a glass of cranberry juice before he put it in front of me. I did a small prayer before I began eating. "You not hungry?" I asked him. He shook his head in a no response. Of course he isn't. It's goddamn 2pm. I looked at my food and slightly pushed it away. "I don't feel like eating anymore." I said.

"And why is that?" He asked. "Because I feel like all I do nowadays is just eat and it's making me gain weight. I'm sure you think I'm at pig now." I looked down as tears began forming.

Fuckin' pregnancy be making me so emotional lately.

He didn't say anything up until he started laughing. "What. That's what you seriously think?" He asked. "Yes." I said softly.

I heard his footsteps get closer before he lifted my chin up. "You are eating a lot because you're feeding two more humans. So of course you gon be hungry most of the times and I don't blame you. Actually there is no one to blame here, and no I do not think you're a pig. You still beautiful as always and will forever be in my eyes. Even if you pick up some weight." He kissed the top of my head.

"Even if I end up looking like Fiona from Shrek?" I asked because I just came from watching Shrek. He chuckled before he spoke, "Yes even if you look like Fiona from Shrek. Now eat." He started feeding me. Now I feel like a baby. "You feeding me again." I pouted.

"Well I like feeding you. It's preparing me for this two little monkeys." He tapped my belly. Awwwww so cuteeee. He's gonna be such a great dad.

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Later that day. Evening time now

"The mysterious killer from the old abandoned warehouse down south is still yet to be uncovered. Some say it was a ghost and some say there was never a killer. I believe the Grim Reaper said it's time." The news reporter said. This is concerning and mysterious. How come they haven't yet found the killer? This like the first time I'm hearing of such here in LA.

"Los Angeles citizens, we advise that no one is to pass through the C Zone, BS Zone and Devil's Peak for right now there is a huge amount of gang violence happening I'm those locations. This violence is not between the Crips and Black Spades, rather by intruders. Gang leaders Lamar Kingston and Kingston Cater have advised that no one is to pass by there because if any shots are fired, they are to not be taking the blame for it." Said the Lady. The fuck is going on here? Tjay what the fuck you doing mannnnn.

"Also, graffiti art with the letters HR have been seen a lot lately over LA. If any one see's someone writing that, please call the police immediately. Thank you, that is all for today on BBC news. I am Kiana Philips."

I hope everything will be alright. This is getting way too stressful and I don't like it. I let out a loud yawn. "I'm tired." I said as I walked towards my room. I got in my room and looked out the window. "I'm going to sleep for a bit." I said to one of the gaurds patrolling the house. Lamar suggested he gets me a bit of security since now he'll be spending a lot of time at the Trap. Not that I'm angry about it. "Okay, have a good rest ma'am." He waved at me. He is a 17 year old named Kris who's part of BS. I like him. He's a very kind, respectful and friendly young man.

"Thank you." I smiled. I closed my window and got on the bed and knocked off to sleep.

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Why does it sound like someone's walking around in the room. Wait now someone's touching me. Their touch kinda feels familiar. Why can I tap out if this trance.

I finally managed to wake up. "L-lamar?" I whispered as I tried to adjust to the room's dim lighting. "Shhhshh. Even better." The person said.

Wait, I knew that voice. That wasn't Lamar. That's...

I opened my eyes fully and my blood went cold. T-tjay.

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All the memories of what he did to me came crashing back. His evil touch, his evil words. Everything about him, everything he did to me was pure evil.

He had a psychopathic smile on his face. I tried to move but it's like I couldn't.

"Hi again." He moved his finger down my cheek. His touch sent a disgusting electric shiver down my spine which caused me to send a huge punch towards his face. "Aahh fuck." He stumbled back.

I managed to get out of bed and rush the the windows. Kris was knocked out on the ground and I saw a few people dressed in black with masks pulling some of the knocked out guards away. I turned around and saw Tjay coming towards me.

"What did you do to them..." I asked, scared as hell. "Chill. Ian kill them, just knocked them out." He said in surrender. "Now what the fuck you want from me. From us?" I said, backing up. "Just to talk." He smirked.

"No I don't want to talk to you. I don't wanna see you. Get the fuck outta my house." I shouted. "Now now, just cooperate." He walked closer to me. "Get the fuck away from me." I said angrily.

He didn't say anything. Rather, he just walked closer to me until he was legit a few inches away from me. "You still beautiful Amari." He brushed his finger against my lips. I was frozen in place. Why can't I move? His hand went lower and then I suddenly regained focus. I kicked him in the balls, making him fall to the ground with a loud grunt. "Woman..."

I ran past him and took the books that were on my table and slammed it against his head. I hit him a couple of times with it until I felt satisfied. I remember Lamar having a gun under the bed so I took it. I don't have enough time to check the secret ammo room so this has to do. I put on a long cardigan to help cover myself. I had an oversized shirt on which was good so that they couldn't see my pudge.

I sneaked down the stairs and heard some people speaking. Okay how are we gonna do this. "Yo she's mad sexy. Dayum and she's got ass for days bro." said one of his goons. "I know right. Like damn, Killa lucky to have her." They laughed. I rolled my eyes at their childishness. There were two of them. So I decided to take the leap. I shot them both. The gun had a silencer on it so I was lucky. Their bodies fell to the ground and I let out a shaky breath. I actually did that...

Just then I felt a cold object press against my neck. "Nice try Onika. Now drop the fuckin' gun." Said Tjay.

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Oh no Onika.
TJAY WHAT TF U WANT FROM MY GIRL!!!!!

A/N: Next chapter might be extremely long. IDK 😶 😐