The Notebook- Chapter 34
Sophia’s POV
I walk to the kitchen needing some water but stop dead in my tracks when I see who’s there. “What are you doing here?”
“I needed to come and see you. How are you?”
“I’m…I’m hanging in there. What- why are you here?” I ask coldly.
“Sophia the last time we talked-”
“What are you doing here?” Ryan demands as he walks in too.
“I need to talk to Sophia.”
“No. If I don’t want that Malik bloke near her what makes you think I want you?”
“Ryan, stop it.” I whisper harshly. “Let me talk to him.” he kisses the top of my head and then gives Jay a dirty look before leaving us alone.
“What do you want Jay?”
“Sophia, I’m sorry for your loss.” I purse my lips when he brings that up, “But I came to also apologize for the way I treated you. I don’t want there to be any animosity between us, I love you and I don’t want anything happening to you.”
“Jay, you really hurt me, that last conversation we had, I…you don’t have to worry for me, I can take care of myself, I’m not a weak person.” I remark. “And then you send Max to fetch me whenever you can’t, how do you think that makes me feel? I need people to respect me, and you doing that only tells me that you think I am inferior to you. I’m sick of it.”
“I know and I’m sorry, I don’t want you to ever feel like that but please try to understand how I feel. When I read that anonymous letter they sent you I…it’s been my fear ever since then that you will be…”
“Jay…that’s not going to happen.”
“We can’t say that for certain. Soph, if I didn’t have you in my life, I don’t know what I would do.”
“You would survive, just like you have before you met me,” I say nonchalantly.
“Don’t say it like it’s nothing, this is your life we’re talking about.”
“I know damn well what we’re talking about. Jay, life wouldn’t be life, if there was no death.”
“I know that this sudden death of John has affected you but something else is bothering you, what is it?” he questions.
“Nothing…” I look away, “How long are you going to stay?” I ask, changing the subject.
Luckily for me, he goes on with it, “A few days, gonna start with the next album so I have to be there.”
I nod my head, “Good.”
“Soph, please don’t be mad at me.”
“I’m not mad, I’m…disappointed but not at you, more like the way I’ve handled my life in regards to everything but I’m not mad at you.” I smile at him, “Thank you for being here with me.”
“Soph, it’s time to go,” Ryan informs me as he stands next to me, a protective arm around my shoulders.
“Ok, I’ll go get my coat.”
Liam’s POV
We go to my flat and I get my passport and some clothes. “Ready?”
“Yes, let’s go.”
I smile and nod my head, “Let’s hope this works out.” we go to the parking lot and before we can make it to my car, I hear someone calling my name out.
“Liam!”
“Do you see anyone Niall?” I ask while looking around.
“Shit, it’s Paul.”
I look at where niall is looking and I curse under my breath, “Hey Paul what’s up?” I ask trying to act casually.
“Where are you two off to?”
“We wanted to go to Ireland for a few days so we’re off to the airport.” Niall tells him.
“Why were you going to go alone? You know you can’t do that.”
“It wasn’t something premeditated so we didn’t want to bother.” I tell him, hoping he believes it.
“Well I’m coming with you.”
“No!” we both shout, “No Paul it really isn’t necessary, we’re-”
“Boys, tell me the truth.”
Niall and I look at each other and put our heads down in defeat, “We were going to go to America to-”
“Are you mad! What the bloody hell were you going to do there?” he yells.
“Personal reasons Paul. We need to go.” I say in the firmest voice I can conjure. “And we will, whether you like it or not.”
Sophia’s POV
“I can’t, I have to go home.”
“I understand Soph, I’ll see you there then, I have to do a few things before.”
“Thanks Ry.” I wipe away my tears and get up from the ground, “This just makes it all too real.” I look at John’s tombstone, “I have to accept it.”
“Soph-”
“No, I’m ok, promise.” he smiles at me.
“Ready to go home?” Jay asks.
“Yea-”
“Actually, I need to talk to you.” Ryan tells him. Jay looks surprised but doesn’t say anything, simply nods.
I look at them, “OK, I’ll see you guys later then.” I hug them and leave. I get home and settle in the living room. I take a deep breath and get up and start going up to my room. I hear the doorbell ring and sigh, “Who is it now?” I ask myself. I open the door and my am completely shocked when I see who it is, “Liam? Niall?” they smile and we stay like that for a long time.
“May we come in?” Liam asks.
All I can do is nod my head and open the door wider. I close the door and turn to them, “What are you guys doing here?”
“Well we-” they’re interrupted by the doorbell again.
“Excuse me.” I open the door, “What the hell is this!?” I am in too much shock at this point, “What are you guys doing here?”
“Can we come in?”
I do the same as before. “Sure.”
“What are you doing here?!” all four of them ask.
“Harry, Louis, what are you doing here?”
“We could ask you the same question.” Harry tells them.
I stay there, shocked, unable to comprehend why Liam, Niall, Harry and Louis are here, standing and arguing in my living room.
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