The Notebook- Chapter 45
Zayn’s POV
I walk aimlessly through the streets looking for Sophia and doing my best to not be seen. I walk to the lake but she’s not there. I stay for a while remembering our first time, “I love you.”
“But she doesn’t.”
I turn around, “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“Isn’t it obvious? I’m looking for Sophia.” he says as he walks down.
“How do you know about this place?” I ask furious.
“She brought me here, she said that she wanted to share this place with me.”
I shake my head, “No, this is our place. Leave.”
“I meant what I said, she doesn’t love you Zayn, give up on her.”
I get up and shove him away, “Why don’t you give up on her?! She will never love you the way she loves me. You’ve tried time and time again to keep us apart so that she can be with you and time and time again she denies you. She will never love you so leave and stop wasting my time.”
He laughs, “Where is she Malik?” he looks around, “I don’t see her anywhere.”
“Jay, give it up. Sophia will never be yours.”
“She’s not here because she doesn’t want to be with you anymore.” he says, completely ignoring what I say. “Leave her alone, I think she’s pretty much said her goodbye’s to you. You’ve done all you can but it isn’t enough. Let me give you some advice kid; let her go before it hurts you more.” he leaves and when he’s out of view, I break down.
“No, how am I supposed to let her go?” I close my eyes and remember all the times we shared and all the times we swore our love to each other. “It was all a game for you Sophia…” I say defeated. “But I’m done being a player in that game, I’m done.” I get up and take her note out of my pocket, I laugh when I read it one more time, “It’s me that’s done now.” I throw it in the lake and walk to a familiar place. I stand in front of the door and wait a few minutes before pressing the doorbell. I hear some movements and it takes her a while to open but then I see her, “Zayn, what are you doing here?” she asks.
“Can I come in?” I ask with a smile.
“Yes of course.” I walk in and sit on the couch and she joins me.
“Perrie, we need to talk.”
She looks surprised and worried, “What do we need to talk about babe?”
I take her hands, “I’m sorry if I haven’t been the person that you need, I’m sorry that I’ve left you when you’ve needed me the most. I’ve been negligent and I’ve ignored you for someone who’s not- I’m sorry Perrie.”
She takes my face in her hands, “Zayn, I understand, you don’t have to apologize for anything.”
I pull her into a hug and bury my face in her neck, “I’m sorry.” she hugs me tighter and whispers ‘I love you’ in my ear. “Perrie,” we pull apart, “let’s not put this off anymore.”
“What are you talking about?” she asks with a smile playing at her face.
“Let’s get married…next week.” she grins widely and jumps on me.
“Yes, oh my God Zayn, yes!” she kisses me all over my face, “I love you.”
Sophia’s POV
“So how is she?” I ask Liam and Josh as they hand me my bag. “Any improvement?”
They shake their heads, “No but she’s going to get better soon.” Liam says with conviction.
“She will,” I tell them before walking to the bathroom and changing.
“So where are you going to go now?” Josh asks when I come out.
“I’m thinking of buying a house here. I know I’m leaving but that’s not going to happen, not until I see Danielle’s 100 percent recovered.”
“Excuse me.” Liam says and takes his call outside. Josh’s phone rings a couple of minutes later and he leaves the room too. I walk to the bed and make a mental note to myself to buy a new phone. I hear them both whispering to each other, “What is it?” I ask when I see the grim look on their faces.
“Zayn just called me, um, us.” Liam starts.
“Yea, he gave us some unexpected news.” Josh says right after.
“Oh, well I hope it’s not bad.” I say as a sinking feeling settles in my chest.
They look at each other, “No, he doesn’t seem to think so.”
“Well that’s good, I’m glad he’s doing better…” my voice dies mid sentence.
“Soph, he invited us to his wedding. He and Perrie are getting married this weekend.” Liam tells me.
My eyes widen and my face pales, “Married?” I turn around so they don’t see my eyes filling up with tears, “He’s marrying Perrie?”
“Yes.”
I clutch the ring that is now hanging around my neck, “Zayn.”
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