The Notebook- Chapter 48
Zayn’s POV
“I’m really sorry sir, we did what we could but it was too late.”
He leaves without another word. “No…this can’t- this isn’t happening.”
I feel both Liam and Josh trying to comfort me, “I’m really sorry Zayn. I don’t-”
“No this isn’t happening! My baby can’t be dead! He has to-”
“Zayn, calm down mate!” Josh shouts. “She needs you right now, do this for her.”
“I did this! It was me- I shouldn’t have been arguing…I wasn’t-” the burning sensation in my throat doesn’t permit any coherent things to come out. “She-”
“Zayn! Stop it! You did what you could, stop blaming yourself. This does no good to you and definitely none to Sophia.”
“Liam, my baby- our baby is gone.” I cry as my back makes contact with the wall. “He’s gone.”
He grabs the back of my neck and forces me to look at him, “Zayn, imagine how this is going to be on her? You need to be strong for her, she needs you more than ever right now. Go be with her, go be with the woman you love.”
Perrie’s POV
“Thank you.” I take the bag from his hand and scowl, “Damn, I’m going to look so big.”
“This is just the beginning of it so don’t complain.” he remarks.
“Someone’s upset.”
“It’s not every day you kill a baby.” he barks.
I laugh hysterically, “Boo hoo, you’ve done worse. The thing probably didn’t even feel it.” I take out the fake baby bump, “Poor Sophia, she never saw it coming.”
Jones gets up, “Perrie, we’ve taken this way too far. You’ve taken everything from this girl! She’s completely alone. You killed her cousin, you killed her baby-”
I get up furiously, “She’s taken everything from me!”
“You still have your family, you have your friends! You can have any guy you want but that girl-”
I scream loudly, “Jones! Stop feeling sorry for her! She has loads of money, she can have anyone she wants too! Zayn is mine and no one is going to take him from me!” I grab the prosthetic belly, “She thought she could take him, this is what happens when you mess with me.”
“Perrie, he doesn’t love you, he never will.”
I turn to look at him, “Think what you want, as long as he’s with me I don’t care.”
Zayn’s POV
I walk into Sophia’s room as quietly as I can. I walk in and see her sleeping there, chest rising with even breaths. I fist my hand and bring it to my mouth, desperately trying to keep myself calm, trying to keep the tears from flooding out. I walk to her and take a seat next to her bed. My gaze travels from her angelic face to her hand, resting on her stomach. I place my hand over hers, “I’m sorry.”
I hear her whimper and I retract my hand, “Zayn…” I look at her face but she still has her eyes closed.
I get up and move closer to her, “Sophia.” she moves her head around and mumbles some things, “Sophie.” she slowly opens her eyes and looks intently at me.
“Zayn.” she looks around, “Where am I?” he voice comes out weak and soft.
“Sophia…you’re in the hospital.”
Her eyes widen and panic overtakes her, “What happened?”
“Soph-”
“How’s my baby?” she fists the sheets.
“The baby-” my eyes begin stinging, “He didn’t-”
“No Zayn, please don’t tell me-” she tries to sit up, “No, my baby.”
“I’m sorry Sophia.”
“No Zayn, I didn’t- I wasn’t strong enough, I’m sorry- I killed him.” she chokes out.
I take her hands, “Baby don’t ever say that, you did the best you could-”
“Zayn, our baby is gone, he’s gone.” she cries out.
My instinct takes over and I hug her, “I love you Sophia, I love you.”
She stops for a split-second before wrapping her arms around me, “I’m so sorry Zayn, for everything. I love you, I will always love you.” I let my tears free, not giving a damn. “Please Zayn, never leave me, I can’t live without you. I need you.”
A smile breaks out, “I will never leave you Sophia, you are my world, the sole reason I live, you are everything to me.”
She lets go and looks up at me, “Zayn…”
I bend down and capture her mouth, pouring in all the love that I have; she reciprocates it with the same amount of fever. I rest my forehead on hers, “I love you.”
A smile ghosts her face, “I love you too Zayn.” she buries her face in my neck and I do that same, inhaling her smell, that familiar smell that I’ve missed, that I can’t live without.
“Promise me that we’ll never be separated, promise me that you’ll never leave me again.” I mumble against her soft skin.
I can feel her smiling, “I promise you Zayn.” she gasps, “You still have this?”
I detach myself from her and smile, “I never take it off.” I say as if it was the most natural thing. I look down at her necklace and smile. “What are you doing?” she asks when I unclasp it. I take the ring, “May I?” she smiles and I see a blush creeping up, coating her cheeks. She extends her hand, “Sophia Del Rio, will you accept this ring as the symbol of my love and dedication to you?”
She looks at it and then me, “I do, always.”
I slide the ring on her finger and place a chaste but love filled kiss on it, “I love you.”
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