The Notebook- Chapter 19
Sophia’s POV
I rest my head on his chest as he plays with my hair. “I love you.” he holds me closer when a shiver runs down my body.
“You’ve made me the happiest man on earth.” he kisses my temple.
“Zayn, what happens now? Deny it all you want but I know that you and Perrie are still together.”
His chest rises a little more and he sits up, “Yes, I’m not gonna lie to you, we are still together. But it’s not…we are only hurting each other by being together. She’s tried, she’s tried really hard to make this work but I…I’m just not in it like before. Before I met you.” he looks at me and smiles, “I’m really glad you’re back.”
My smile falters when reality hits me, “Zayn…we-”
“Don’t, let’s enjoy this moment, forget the rest of the world. It’s just you and me.”
“But it’s not just you and me Zayn.” I softly tell him.
His brows furrow in confusion, “What do you mean? Are you with someone?”
“Zayn, if I was that wouldn’t be any of your business but n-.” I start telling him.
“So what, you’re just some kind of slut now?” he fumes.
His words feel more like swords plunging deep into my heart, “Zayn is that what you think I am?”
“That’s what you’re looking like now. Were you just in heat and you wanted some release?” he spits out.
“Zayn stop, please. Why would you think that I would ever-”
“I thought you came here because you loved me and wanted to work on us, but I was wrong.” he gets up and puts on his pants, “I should have known.”
“Known what!? What? Do you think I would just give my virginity to some ass because I was horny? Is that what you really think of me?” he doesn’t answer and I also get up and start putting on my clothes. I see my torn shirt and I throw it away and just zip up my jacket.
“Sophia, I-”
“No Zayn, I think you’ve said enough.” I angrily wipe away the stubborn tears. I put on my shoes but he grabs my arm. “Let go of me Zayn, this was a mistake.”
“No it wasn’t.” he counters.
“Yes, it was. I…I shouldn’t have-” he pulls my face and kisses me. I shove him away and wipe my mouth, “Zayn! Enough of this. I can’t…” I look at him in the eyes, “This was a mistake.”
“Why? Why is loving each other a mistake?” he takes my hand.
“Oh so now it’s love? I thought I was in heat and just needed some release.” I retort sarcastically.
He puts his head down, “I’m sorry, I wasn’t…the thought of someone else being with you clouded my thoughts, I didn’t mean to say that. I know you, you would never do something like that,” he pulls me close to him, “because you love me.”
“Zayn, there are so many things we have to figure out starting with you and Perrie. We can’t be together until everything else is settled and that includes Ryan.”
He nods his head, “I know. But I want you to know that I won’t let you go this time, or the next time, or ever.” he rest his forehead on mine. “Please forgive me.”
I look at his doe like eyes, “You really hurt me Zayn…but I love you. And I know that if we work on it, we could be together.”
He smiles from ear to ear, “There’s nothing more that I want in this world than to be with you Sophie.”
I smile, “Zayn Malik, I could not have said that better myself.” I lean up and give him a short but passionate kiss.
Niall’s POV
“Lads, trust me, this will all work.”
“Niall how can you be so sure of that? What if this all blows up in our face?” Danielle says.
“Let’s not think like that, I’m with Niall on this one; Sophia and Zayn are meant for each other, they’ll work through this and be together.” Liam and I high-five.
“Lads, let’s not forget Perrie, she and Zayn are still together and-”
“And when Soph talks to him he’s gonna break up with her.” I say, cutting Eleanor off. She gives me a skeptical look. “I want to see my friend happy, Sophia is his happiness.”
“I’m not arguing that Niall, but think about Perrie and how this will affect her.”
“She’s a strong girl, and if she really loves Zayn, she’d want his happiness.” I point out.
“You’re right Niall, I just worry for her.”
Before I can answer Zayn and Sophia barge in. I quickly get up and stand in front of them, “Sooo…”
“Sooo what Niall?” Zayn mimics.
I look down and see their hands, I smile and hug them both. Sophia hugs me tightly and whispers ‘thank you’ in my ear and that only makes me smile more. I let go and step back, “I’m really happy that you guys are together.”
“Not yet Niall, Zayn still has to talk with Perrie and I have to talk with Ryan.” Sophia tells me.
“I know but those are things that-” Zayn phone starts to ring and while he answers it I walk over to Sophia. She hugs me again and gives me a big kiss on the cheek.
“What?! No, this can’t- are you sure-” I turn to look at Zayn, he looks scared, mad, worried. He hangs us and I see his grip on his phone tighten to the point where his knuckled turn pale.
“Mate what’s wrong?” Liam asks him.
He looks at all of us till his eyes land on Sophia, “Perrie…she- she’s in the hospital.” his eyes cloud over. “She tried to take her life away.” as soon as he says those words the room becomes completely silent.
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