He loves me, he loves me not

Johnny

"Mister Johnny Depp is hot as FUCK." Lauren whispered... loudly at the lunch table as Johnny wandered off with Shay to get some lunch. We all giggled and agreed.
"His jawline." Alicia preached.
"His hair, oh my lord." Casey laughed.
"His eyebrows." Lucy said, "and come on..."
"HIS ABS!" We all exclaimed maybe a little too loud. As we have physical studies as a whole year, we managed to view him take off his shirt when we got sweaty whilst having a match of football with the remainder of the boys in our school year. I still hadn't told the girls about meeting him in the christmas holidays next week, i needed to and i couldn't wait.
"Ladies, listen up." I said and gestured them into a huddle. I put my arms around Alicia and Lauren who were next to me and all of us joined our heads together. "Well, i have an announcement to make."
"Go on then!"
"Johnny and I are going on a... DATE." I squealed and they all gasped in ((horror)) shock.
"No fucking way, Blake, no you can't take him." Casey laughed. I realised that lunchtime that we were acting like total, utter losers...

December 22nd, I got a small tacky bus to get from My hometown to where I was meeting Johnny. The journey was 52 minutes exactly, it usually only takes about 20 in car but of course, buses suck. I sat there listening to mostly relatable songs; i liked soft rock, or ballads - it kept me calm and when I'm in a bad mood these songs help me cry. I like crying, it helps let everything out, all of these feelings you're feeling at once.
After the journey that felt like hours, i stepped off into the unsuitable weather, of course it was raining heavily. My hair immediately becoming soaked, i was almost sprinting towards our planned meeting spot. I stood there for about 30 seconds before pulling out my phone and opening an unread message from Johnny.
'meet in maccies'
Okay, well off I headed. I walked into the door and sat down on a table by the window; this was where he asked to meet, like, right now. My hair looked trampy, my makeup had run all down my already disgusting face and my clothes were soaked through... And there he was. Johnny came down the stairs and walked over to me as i stood up. He was holding a half-empty iced-coffee and was wearing denim jeans, a black shirt and a navy blue adidas jacket with white stripes up the arms. His hair was very slightly damp from the rain outside but his clothing seemed mostly dry. "Hey! Oh im sorry, i mean look at me." I sighed and he went in to hug me.
He stopped and said, "You look beautiful, you dont need to make an effort for me honestly you look great Blake."
"Well thankyou-" I stuttered and hugged him for a short amount of time. Wow. Cute.
"So where do you want to go? Costa?" He said and so thats where we went
He queued up in the small coffee shop as i went to sit down by a table in a corner. Inside here was about 2000 times warmer (and drier) than outside, it was very pleasant. He spent his own money in buying me a large hot chocolate, placing in down in front of me; the drink had a snowflake sprinkled on the top in sugar dust. He had the same. Taking small sips, we began talking and straight away the awkwardness disappeared leaving us chattering for half an hour before leaving and heading down to a large lawn down by the park. From the coffees to the field even, I had already learnt a lot about Him and his family: religion, siblings, his close and long-term past and several other singular facts about him that got me interested. Honestly, any conversation to do with him interested me.
"You look cold." He said.
"No, im fine honestly." There I was, attempting to be polite (although lying).
"I know you're lying, here." He replied, took off his jacket and wrapped it around me along with his arms. i suddenly became much warmer - i wasn't sure whether it was because of the jacket or because of his close prescence. "Thankyou." I looked up at him and we both exchanged smiles as we slowly walked up the field.
"Haha look." He chuckled and pointed over to a young boy stood with several girls around his age.
"He's certainly pulling." I giggled, "lucky boy aye aye!!"
"I guess so, but then I've got you and that's enough." He said. He didn't look at me but continued as I glanced up at his handsome side-profile and a small smile formed.
Two hours passed, we spent time walking and walking whilst non-stop talking (including cute comments made my him). I never once became bored and still wasn't. We were sat down on a wooden bench beside the river and a large theatre. My legs were brought into my chest and i had both of my arms wrapped around them whilst Taylor's were around me. He had his arm around me and his other free hand holding one of mine - "god, this has been great." He commented after a non-awkward silence. "I agree, again soon?"
"Hopefully very soon." He said.
"Thats good with me."
"I honestly think you're amazing. Like say thankyou to you're mother from me for having such a perfect daughter." He said, and i dont think i'd smiled so enthusiastically in my life.

That night was spent IM-ing Johnny who seemed to be the only one online at this point as well as Cameron who now and again messaged me things like 'hows Johnny? ;)' and 'you gonna hook up? ;)' and other things that contained one or two winky faces.
BLAKE.D169: today was great :)
JOHNNY-DEPP: yeah, lets do it again soon. Boxing day? (Three days time) :)
BLAKE.D169: yes sounds great!
JOHNNY-DEPP: oh and have a great christmas, you deserve it.

The conversations lasted until i decided to go to sleep and to be frank, it was hard to fall asleep that night.

We met up several more times in the next two weeks after boxing day as well as face timing and spending hours on end talking over the phone.
The saturday after the week of christmas day, we were together and he spoke my thoughts exactly on point:

"Isnt it weird how two weeks ago we didn't know each other and now, i think i might be falling in love with you...?" He said as we linked arms and walked through a cold, blistering wind. After that, he leant in and kissed me on my quivering lips.
It felt different this time, the feelings I had formed towards this boy. Even one day without him felt abnormal and being spare of him for only a short amount of time depressed me - god knows how I would live without him when this all came to an end. three weeks of knowing Johnny felt like drugs and I was now addicted.