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˗ˏˋ 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍. There were many things Armin couldn't understand and it irked him.
He hated how humanity kept misunderstanding his causes and ideas, making him look and sound like an outcast - he was terrified by that idea so he decided to keep them unheard. Unheard meant for him to talk with Annie's crystal for hours about: his political views, plans for future, schemes, him being Erwin's replacement...no, lower then Erwin's replacement. He was a shadow of Erwin, unable to keep up with the work he used to do.
Armin hated himself and the way he was criticised of everyone, that's one of the reasons he talked to a rock instead of live people. The boy hated how Aurora kept misunderstanding the situation and thought he love Annie, but it wasn't real - Armin wasn't talking to Annie because he loved her, he talked to her because he loved Aurora and he feared.
Armin feared that if he would start talking to Aurora she'd grow to know how much of a disappointment he is, the kind of person he was hiding behind his façade. He wasn't going to let Aurora judge him because he wouldn't bear it, that would be the end of his life.
He hated whenever Jean was around her or even daring to look at her, but he couldn't do anything to stop it. And that's because Armin was weak. It wasn't just that he was psychically weak but mentally too and that's what broke his small bond with Aurora that he tried so hard to build.
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Silenced, the sun had slowly made its way down and observed the moon rise. The portrait was detailed with silvery drops of rain who shared its cold breeze with the nature - it was a free day, no more killing for today.
My eyes had no peace, they were flaming hot against my head, managing to spread it all around my body. I was sure i've gotten a cold and being able to feel so hot during a cold day was the answer.
I needed help, i felt like i was going to die in my bed without anyone knowing; every step felt like i had nails stuck in my feet and the pressure kept inserting them in more and more until the pain was unbearable. My body was tired yet not even sleep wanted me, my mind wanted peace yet peace gave me more thoughts.
