Inner Thoughts

Thoughts of You

Fuck wanting to be the person you miss at 2 am when you can't sleep.
I want to be the person that you miss at 2 pm when you're out and about. And you're busy running around but no amount of errands can run me out of your head.
I want to be the person you miss when you're doing everyday activities because everything reminds you of me.
I want to be the person you miss when you're out with your friends and you think, "Damn, wouldn't she make it more fun than it already is?... Wouldn't she add more life to it?"
I want to be the person you miss when you sit there at lunchtime because you're thinking about how much I love mayonnaise.
I want to exhaust your day with the thought of me, so you can fall asleep before 2am. So instead of missing me at 2 am, you'll be dreaming of me. Dreaming about the feeling you used to get when you were with me.
I want to clog your mind. I want to paralyze all your other thoughts.
I want to make it difficult for you to clear your mind and keep a straight face because you miss me too much.