When the ice melt (profxstudent)freenbecky

The truth

Becky's pov

"Fuck you, Lorraine!"

My body trembled as I screamed at the sight of her.

I slapped her for the second time when she tried to reached for my arms again. I noticed she bit her lip and that's when I saw some blood on it .

I resisted the urge to touch her face when I saw that she was in pain, but in comparison, the pain she caused to my heart and my entire being was incomparable. I love her...but I don't condone cheating.

"B-baby, please listen to me-"

"Shut the fuck up, Lori! You're a pig! Y-you almost raped Faye  and you still have the nerve to ask for a chance to explain?! H-how shameless are you?!" I stuttered trying myself not to cry in front of her.

All she could get out of me was a sob and with trembling hands she gently reached for my arms. "B-baby, please. I love you. Please give me a-another chance." Her tearful pleas were blurred.

Holding back my tears, I laughed out loud as I took three steps back from her. "If you love me, you would never cheat on me, Lori! If you d-love me, you d-would never hurt me!!" I shouted and quickly approached her to hit her shoulder several times, which she didn't stop or block.

"You know how much I've been hurt before, Lor. Y-you know the hardships I've been through over the past few years. B-but why did you make me feel that way again?" I couldn't help but cry in front of her as I gave her weak blows to her chest.

"But it hurts more to see you fooling me face to face. It hurts so much to see your womanizing with my own two eyes! How many women have you had to deal with during the times I rejected you? Ha Lori?! How many?!" I sobbed as Arki grabbed me to pull me away from her.

"I-I'm sorry--"

"You bastard, Lorraine!!" I shouted, my face filled with tears, and for the third time I slapped her.

She suddenly kneeled down in front of me and held the hem of my shirt. "F-forgive me baby, p-please. I can't lose you.. Please, just one chance. I-I promise, I won't do it again." she desperately pleaded.

I wiped my tears from my cheeks and spoke coldly without looking up. "I wish you had thought of that before you cheated on me, Lori..."

Then I looked down on her.

"I hope you thought you couldn't lose me before you did something so stupid... And you know what?" I took off the ring on my finger and then threw it at her chest, which she had covered with a white blanket.

"...Just find a woman who can provide for your needs. A woman who can make you happy in bed that I can't. We're done, Lori. There's no more marriage." After saying that, I violently removed her hands from my clothes and quickly left the room.

I didn't dare look back. I just wanted to leave this place because of the mixed feelings I had.

I don't know what's happening anymore. With all the things I've witnessed, it seems like I don't know the Lori I've been with for years. Or do I really know her? From her confrontation with freen, to her deceit, do I really know her? Why do I feel like there are so many things I don't know about her?

Is there anything else I should know? If so, what are they?

Even though my heart and mind were in turmoil, I managed to contact irin and told her I needed to get back to my house. I asked her several times for forgiveness if they couldn't reach me the next day. I just wanted to be alone right now. Maybe in the next few days I'll tell her what happened 'cause I just wanted to rest my mind and my heart for now.