I Love A Challenge (Alex Babinski Fanfic)

Chapter Fifteen

"Alex, I need you to do something for me," I whispered.

"What is it?" he asked.

I swallowed, hard."We have to do it," I mumbled. "I wanna - I wanna do it."

Alex ran his fingers through his hair, still out of breath from running through the building. "Blaire, babe what's going on?" he asked. "What do we have to do?"

"After tonight I don't know if we'll ever be able to see each other again. This might be our last chance to, you know, make love," I looked at my feet, suddenly embarrassed by the situation I'd created.

"Blaire," Alex took my hands, "Are you sure you wanna do this?"

"Alex, I want you take my virginity ok!" I said suddenly. "And I don't know if we'll get another chance after this."

Alex took a step towards me, "Blaire, I hope you know that I will not allow this to be our last night together. I am going to fight for us as hard as I possibly can; but if you want to do this tonight, we will."

I looked up at Alex, he looked much softer than he did earlier, throwing my brother against the wall. "Alex," I took a deep breath. "I'm ready."

Alex took a step towards me and kissed me softly. "If you ever wanna stop-"

I cut him off. "I'm ready," I repeated, leaning forward to reconnect our lips.

Alex gently placed his hands on my hips, leaning my back against the wall. Our lips moved in sync, slowly. We continued to kiss and I tangled my fingers in his hair, pulling him down closer to me.

His fingers lifted up the hem of my shirt and began drawing circles on my hips, slowing making their way up to my stomach and then directly under my bra. The touch of his cold fingers sent shivers through my body and made me overly alert to his every movement. My hands moved down to Alex's shoulders, then slowly slid down his chest. I tugged the bottom of his shirt and he broke the kiss to allow me to slowly lift it over his head. When I dropped his shirt on the floor he leaned down to whisper, "Your turn," before removing my shirt as well.

Things began to heat up quickly as I began to kiss Alex's neck, biting and sucking the skin as I made my way to his shoulders. I could feel Alex growing hard, soft moans slipping from his mouth; and my stomach became a bundle of butterflies as I realized what was eventually going to happen. I couldn't deny that I was nervous, but I was sure that this was what I wanted to do; I just worried about not being good enough.

Alex however, seemed to think I was doing fine as his hands made their way to my chest and his hips bucked forward. "Blaire," he moaned as he rolled his hips against mine. I felt my body grow warm as he continued to grind against me. I undid his belt and slid his jeans down his legs. As I palmed him through his boxers his hips continued to buck towards me and his hands moved down to the waistband of my skirt. I felt the cold air of the overly air-conditioned room hit my legs as my skirt was pulled off of my body.

We were as far as we had gotten last time, but I was ready to go farther. Alex pressed his body to mine, completely erasing any space that was between us; and began kissing my neck and chest. He would stop occasionally to mumble loving nonsense, then resume his biting and sucking up and down my neck. I knew there would be marks the next morning, so did Alex, but I assured him I didn't care. Brian was going to flip either way so we might as well enjoy the moment we were able to have. Alex's body was so close to mine and I could feel his hot breath on my neck, causing me to erupt into a fit of small moans and whimpers. "Alex," I sighed.

"Can I keep going?" he asked hesitantly

"Please do," I breathed, in between moans.

Alex carefully unclasped my bra and I slid it off of my arms. As I heard it hit the floor with a soft, almost in audible thud I remembered that this was the first time I had ever been even half naked in front of Alex. Suddenly becoming self conscious,  I crossed my arms over my chest. I had seen the girls Alex had been with before, and they were all much more well endowed that I was. "Is everything alright?" Alex asked. "Should we stop?"