CHAPTER 1

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•VANESSA'S P.O.V
I slowly sit up in my bed and sigh thinking about how I have to face the world again today. I slowly lift the comfy duvet off of me and hop out of bed. I walk into my closet and decide on what I should wear (outfit below)

 I walk into my closet and decide on what I should wear (outfit below)

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and then I grab my towel and walk straight into my connected bathroom. I go to the shower and turn the knob to hot water and I strip out of my comfy shorts, oversized T-shirt, and undergarments. I slip into the shower and let the hot water run down my back which made me relax instantly, after being in the shower for 20 minutes I turn the knob to off and step out of the shower and grabbed my fluffy towel that's hanging on the hanger next to me and letting it engulf me with its warmth. I walk back into my bedroom and let my towel fall to my feet I grabbed my undergarments and slipped them on then I slipped on the rest of my outfit. I went into to my bathroom and started to brush through my hair once that was done I braided my hair and did simple make up; mascara, concealer, foundation powder, and blush. Once that was done I grabbed my necklace and clipped it on and then went to my closet and grabbed my white low top converse and slipped those on, I was satisfied with my look so I grabbed my bag and my phone and I was off to the kitchen. While I was walking down the stairs I noticed it was oddly quiet in my house so when I got to the kitchen I noticed their was a note on the counter I picked it and it read:
" Hey Nessa I left for my business trip I won't be back for about two weeks so I left you some money in the drawer for food and etc. so please be safe and I love you so much."
                    - Mom
I set the note down and sighed I hate when she leaves but hey at least I have my friends to keep my company. I was about to make me some oatmeal when my phone started to ring, I grabbed my phone and swiped to answer it
Phone convo :
"Hello"
"Morning Nessa"
"Morning J"
"Hey I'm outside"
"Oh okay be out there in a sec bye"
"Bye"
I ended the call; I slipped my phone in my back pocket, grabbed my bag, and a apple out of the fruit basket and ran out the door but I locked the door of course. I ran down the steps to j's car and slipped inside.
"Hey Ness" Johnson said with a grin.
"Hey J" I said giving him a soft smile
" did you sleep well last night?"
" I actually did for once"
Now you guys are probably wondering why he asked that it's because I have trouble sleeping at night and I end up crying myself to sleep and you know my friends worry about me but The person who worries about me the most is Johnson, which I'm very thankful for.
"I'm glad you got some actual sleep, so guess what?"
"What J?"
" You know how Sammy, Jack, and I were in Magcon?"
"Yea why? Wait your not leaving me again are you because you can't I need you guys more than ever this year" my breathing started to quicken and my palms got sweaty and I was on the verge of tears. They can't leave I need them, they are always there my heart is hur-
"Nessa"
I was broken out of my thoughts when Jack said my name while grabbing my hand and intertwining our fingers. I looked up to let him continue.
"We're not leaving you again Nessa I wanted to tell you that Matt, Aaron, and Shawn, and Cameron moved up here and we would never leave you Ness, especially not after what happened last year."
I let a sigh of relief I'm relieved that they are not leaving and let me explain what happened last year; so while the boys were off on the Magcon tour I was upset they left me and the girls so suddenly and I couldn't take it because they knew what to do when I had bad thoughts coming in. Yeah the girls knew how to handle it too but without the guys it didn't feel right you know. So one day my real dad called me while he was really drunk and told me I was worthless and I was his worst mistake and that drew the line for me so I tried to commit but right when i was about to Laura walked in and stopped me and when the boys found out they came home immediately but  I told them to finish the tour and that I would be fine and since that day I've regretted it and  I'm happy that Laura stopped me and I'm so freaking thankful that I have amazing friends. Now back to present time.
"Oh okay sorry for freaking out Jack I just got scared and oh really that's great"
"I know I had a feeling you would freak out but that's okay and yea Matt, Aaron, and Shawn are going to be attending our school they are starting today actually"
" oh I'm happy we get to add more people to our group and the girls and I get to finally meet them"
"Yup the guys and I are excited for you guys to meet them, you guys will like them"
I didn't even notice we got to school already and that we were already parked so Jack and I both got out and stared to walk towards the school and once I got closer our group came into view.
"NESSA!"
"LAURA" I shouted running to her and she jumped into my arms, yea I know corny right and to think we just saw each other yesterday. I gave her a hug then let go then I turned to Lily gave her a hug "hey boo" "hey lily pad" I said into her hair while I hugged her I released my grip and walked up to Sammy and hugged him "hey cupcake" hey said while squeezing me but not too hard "hey Sammy wammy" he chuckled then let go then last but not least I turned to Gilinsky and gave him a hug, his hug was the longest out of everyone else's. "Hey Nessy" I smiled at my nickname "hey sweet pea" I giggled while pulling away.
"So you guys wanna hang out at my place after school?" Johnson asked
Around the group their was yea's and sure's
"Aight cool" as he said that the bell rang and we all split our different ways. Lily linked arms with me and so did Laura and we walked off to government together.

I think today is going to be a good day:)

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