"She thought she would never be healed or loved but once someone came into her life all that changed. But little did she know that someone was always in her life."
Tuesday Morning(back home from La). SAMMY'S POV I groaned as I turned over and turned off my alarm. I opened my eyes to see where Vanessa once was and sighed; She left without saying goodbye. I groaned again and got up and headed to the bathroom to get dressed for school. I turned on the shower and stripped from my clothes. Once I checked the water temperature I stepped in and the warm water instantly relaxed me. VANESSA'S POV I slept at Sammy's house last night and had forgotten to bring clothes so I came back home early this morning so I can shower and change before school. I kissed him goodbye hoping he would wake up but that butthole doesn't even flinch he was sound asleep. I just finished taking a shower when I heard a knock on my door. "Come in" I said as I slipped on my outfit. (Outfit below)
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"Aww hi sweetie I missed you" my mom said as she walked in with her arms open and embraced me in a bone crushing hug. "I missed you too mama" I said honestly. We haven't been with or seen each other in a while and I missed those times. "So how was Los Angeles?" She asked breaking me out of my thoughts; as she sat on my bed and I continued to get dressed. "It was so much fun mom and it was even better that Sammy was with me" I said happily. "Aww I'm glad maybe next time you can take the whole group with you to Los Angeles, just ask Mark if you can" she said as she starred at me through the mirror. "Oh yea and I will" I said as I finished my hair and make up. I sprayed some perfume and then I was finished. "Okay mom I'm done" I said as I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my shoes as well as my backpack. "Okie dokie lets go downstairs I made you your lunch and I also made you breakfast to go" she said as we made it downstairs and to the Kitchen. "Aww thanks mom" I said as I hugged her. "Oh and honey I leave for a 3 week business trip next Monday so I won't miss prom" she said smiling. "I'm sad your going but I'm happy you won't miss prom night" I said as put my lunch in my bag and grabbed my breakfast that was neatly in a container so I can eat on the way to school. "Wouldn't miss my babygirl's senior prom for the world" she said. My phone beeped as she said that indicating I had a text. I looked to see that Johnson said he was here. "Okay mama Johnson is here I'll see you later" I said as I kissed her cheek and went out to Johnson's car. "Hey JJ I missed you"'I said as I got in the car and hugged him well tried to since the middle console of the car was in the way. "I missed you too Ness" he said into my hair. We released from our embrace and made our way to school. "So tell me how was La?" He asked. "It was a lot of fun, I had some meetings and photo shoots then after those we explored around La and just enjoyed the beautiful city" I said smiling remembering the amazing weekend. I loved it even more that Sammy was with me. "So did you and Sammy you know" he said wiggling his eyebrows. "Eww no Johnson" I said playfully slapping his arm and then slapping him on the back of the head. "Ow I was just messing" he said laughing. "Yeah yeah whatever" I said rolling my eyes. "What with Sammy's history with girls I would of thought that he got you in bed already" he said laughing. "God No I'm not easy like those girls that he has dated or slept with in the past" I said laughing and hitting him on the arm once again. "We have made out but we haven't even got to that point yet and we haven't talked about it you know" I said as JJ parked and we got out the car. "Yeah true wait so you guys haven't talked about it yet?" He asked as we walked towards the front of the school. "No we haven't yet, it would be awkward if we talked about it anyway" I said trying to put a end to this conversation. "Wh- " he started to say but I cut him off. "J can we drop this please" I said with sadness and annoyance evident in my voice. I didn't want to talk or think about this situation anymore because it makes me uncomfortable thinking about it. Like Sammy has been with a lot of girls before me and that makes my confidence lower than what it is. "Yea sorry for bringing it up I just got really noisy" he said. I sighed. "No its fine J it's just really awkward to talk about this type of thing" I said as our group came visible. "Nessa are you sure thats the only thing bothering you?" he asked as he grabbed my arm so he can stop me and turned me around so I'm facing him. I sighed once again. "yea actually there something else bothering me" I said honestly and looking down at my feet. he lifted my chin up with his index finger, "Ness you know you can tell me we are best friends and you can trust me." he said looking into my eyes trustingly. "I know and I trust you" I said as I smiled softly. "well at lunch if you want you and I can go somewhere else at lunch and talk about it?" he said as we continued to walk towards the school. "yea I would like that actually" I said. "perfect we can meet by my locker" he said as we got closer to our groups usual morning spot. "thanks J by the way for being such an amazing friend" I said. "you don't need to thank me Nessa, your basically my sister and I would do anything for y- "NESSA" the girls shouted in unison, interupting us as they ran to me well Laura did, Lily crutched her way to me in a fast manner. "GIRLS" I shouted and met them half way. We shared a group hug. "We missed you so much" Laura and Lily said as we released from our hug. "I missed you two so much" I said as we all stood in a circle holding hands. "Umm hello did you forget about us? What are we chopped liver." Matt said holding his arms out. "Aaww of course I didn't forget about you" I said letting go of Lily's and Laura's hands and engulfing Matt in a hug. "I missed my hungry hippo" I said smiling as I let go of him and ruffled his hair. "Ugh Nessa you know how long it took me to get my hair that way" he said whining. I just giggled and hugged Cam, Shawn, Aaron, and Gilinsky. "So Nessa how was Los Angeles?" Matt asked as he munched on a granola bar. "oh I had an amazing time" I said as the bell rang and as it rung someone covered my eyes and kissed my cheek and I was going to freak out but I already knew who it was. "Hey Sammy" I said smiling as I removed his hands off of my eyes and turned around to be met with his beautiful face. "Morning babe" he said as we started to walk towards class. "so why did you leave me this morning and without saying goodbye?" he said pouting. "I forgot to bring clothes for school and my school bag so I went home to get dressed and I kissed you goodbye and you didn't even wake up" I said giggling because he is too cute when he pouts. "oh haha sorry babe I was really exhausted" he said as we stopped in front of my class. "Well this is my stop I'll see you later" I said as I leaned up and pecked him on the lips. "Okay I'll see you at lunch" he said. "Well I won't be at lunch, Johnson and I have this thing we gotta do" I said "oh okay well I'll see you after school" he said as he pecked my lips and went off to class. LUNCH Classes today for me dragged on and lunch couldn't have came any sooner. I gathered my things from my desk and made my way towards J's locker. "Hey J" I said as I approached him at his locker. "Hey Nessa where do you want to eat lunch at?" He said as he closed his locker and we started to walk. "well let's go to the courtyard" I said "okay sounds good to me" he said as we turned the corner and we arrived to the courtyard area. we both took a seat at one of the picnic tables they have out there. "So what do you have for lunch?" J asked as he brought out his lunch sac. "well let's see" I said dumping out my lunch onto the table and J did the same. "okay I have a turkey and Swiss sandwich, apple slices, strawberries, pretzels, water, and chocolate chip cookies. What do you have?" I asked as I looked down at my food and then up at him. "Well I have a ham and cheese sandwich, potato chips, grapes, Oreos, and water" he said as he looked up from his food and starred at my food. "Okay lets trade something" he said smiling his cheeky smile. I laughed at that because it brings me back to when we were in elementary school and we used to do this all the time it was a last front he past for me."Okay lets switch sandwiches and we can share the rest" I said as I handed my sandwich to him and he handed his to me. "Deal" he said as he bit into his sandwich. "Okay so Nessa let's talk" he said as he took another bite of the sandwich. I sighed. "Okay well you know ever since I've been with Sammy it's been amazing like I never knew someone like Sammy can treat someone like a princess but I do have my insecurities about the relationship like what if he gets bored of me or what if I'm not good enough like the other girls. I don't want to disappoint Sammy you know ugh it's so frustrating. Like Sammy has a huge past with girls and sometimes in the back of my mind I think am I pretty enough or will Sammy cheat on me like he did in the past all these thoughts just race through my mind sometimes and I don't know what to do?" I said as I picked at my food. "Nessa you are gorgeous and it's okay to think about stuff like this because Sammy's past but Sammy picked you and he never really has had a long relationship you are his longest and it doesn't look like he will leave you anytime soon" he said as he grabbed my hand across the table and held it tight. Smiled at him. He really is an amazing friend what would I do without him. "Thanks J for listening it really means a lot" I said as I popped a grape in my mouth. "no problem Nessa you are my best friend and sister I would do anything for you and I will listen anytime you need to rant . I am one call away and my house is not that far from you and if I'm busy and you need to talk I will drop what Im doing and I will listen like how you would do the same for me. I am always here Nessa through thick and thin I love you Nessa" he said smiling his typical JJ smile. "aww JJ I love you too and I will call you if I ever need you." I said and then the bell rang, we gathered our things and walked off to our classes. "so are you ever going to tell Sammy how you feel about you know?" J asked as we walked down the hall. "tell me what" someone said behind us and I froze. great timing. "oh um we were talking about umm prom" I said quickly and unsurely as I turned around to face him with JJ by my side. "oh really what about prom?" he asked. Geez he knows I'm lying. he is on to me. "well I wanted to ummm-" I was about to say but Sammy cut me off. "Nessa I know your lying just tell me what you were talking about" he said "No I don't want to talk about it I got to go" I said quickly and ran off to class.
