AFTER SCHOOL
VANESSA'S POV
I just exited my last class and I am headed towards my locker. Once I made to my locker I put the books I didn't need back into my locker and I locked it up. I made my way to JJ's car. "NESS" someone shouted form behind me. I kept walking because I didn't want to face him right now. After what happened in the hallway earlier, I didn't feel like talking. "Babe please" he said as he tried catching up to me. I made it to JJ's car and I was about to open the car door when Sammy grabbed my hand and spun me around so I was facing him. "babe why do you keep ignoring me and why won't you tell me what you were talking about with JJ?" he said flustered. "I don't want to talk about it right now" I said "just tell me" he said annoyed. "why won't you tell me, just tell me Nessa" he said angry now. people started to stare as they passed us in the parking lot. "I'm not doing this here" I said as I turned around to try and open the car door but Sammy is blocking it with his hand. "move Sammy please I just want to go home" I said frustrated. "no not until you tell me" he said "ugh you know what fine, IT'S ABOUT YOUR PAST AND ABOUT ME BEING INSECURE ABOUT IT, GOD YOU KNOW I FEEL LIKE YOU WILL GET BORED AND I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! Okay there happy now I finally told you. Now leave me alone." I shouted and I quickly got in the car and locked it. "are you ok-" "no can we get out of here please?" I asked J as Sammy looked at me with guilt and regret in his eyes through the window and I looked down at my hands that were in my lap and closed my eyes and too a deep breath. "sure thing" J said and backed out and sped off home. The ten minute drive to my house was quick and silent but a comfortable silence that I needed. "okay here we are" he said as he arrived to my house. "thanks J" I said as I started to get out. "did you want me to keep you company since your mom is at work?''he asked "no its ok I just need some time alone but I'll FaceTime you later when I'm relaxed and in the right state of mind" I said. "alright just call me whenever ok?" "I will bye J love you" "bye Ness love you too" he said and drove off. I made my way up to my front door and got my key out to unlock it. I made my way inside and kicked off my shoes and threw my backpack carelessly on the couch. I slowly made my way up the stairs and up to my room. Once I made it to my room I flung myself onto my bed and landed face first into my pillows and screamed. why did Sammy have to be so god damn noisy and be so demanding when comes to things like that. Like he knows I don't like to let things out. Ugh. I cuddled into my blankets and just cried. I cried because I haven't been able to have time to myself and let all my emotions out and free. Being in a relationship with Sammy is great but with his past that he had with women rises my insecurities tremendously. I won't lie I have trust issues as well and it sucks because I feel like he can just leave me and go to a much more prettier girl that has all of the qualities that I don't have. I lay here with all these thoughts racing through my mind for a while and I didn't even notice my phone going off that whole time. I need to get my phone so I can put it on silent but I don't want to get up from this comfy position. After contemplating about whether or not I should get up, I decided to get up. I groaned and slowly got up from my comfy position on the bed. I dragged my feet towards my desk and grabbed my phone and once again I flung myself on the bed and turned my phone on silent and decide to look at my notifications. I have 20 Messages, 15 missed calls, 6 voicemails, and etc. I sighed and decided to see who called me. I have 2 missed calls from G and 13 missed calls from Sammy. Ugh. I then listened to my voicemails, I have one from G and he was just asking if I was okay and to call him when I can and I have five voice mails from Sammy and he was apologizing and etc. Now Im looking at the messages and I have 3 G, 5 from Matt, 3 from Laura, and 9 messages from Sammy.
MESSAGES:
First I read G's messages.
From G: Hey Nessa is everything okay? I heard that you and Sammy got into a fight.
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Fanfiction"She thought she would never be healed or loved but once someone came into her life all that changed. But little did she know that someone was always in her life."
