I am ashamed to remember so vividly
The feel of your sweaty hands
One on my throat
One on my wrists
I am ashamed to remember so vividly
The feel of your knees
One pinning my thigh
One crushing my stomach
I am ashamed to remember so vividly
The feel of your body
Your weight keeping me down
Your hot breath heavy in my face
I am ashamed that I still haven't caught my breath
From the way you suffocated me,
That I am still lightheaded
From the confining of my lungs
Making me more accessible to you
I am ashamed that I can still feel you
As if you never left
As if you are still on top of me
Robbing me of everything I am
Everything I was
And everything I will be
But more than anything
I am ashamed that I remember so vividly
Because your hands never physically touched me
YOU ARE READING
My Poems
PuisiLiterally just a place for me to post random poems Attempting to keep them organized by nature/ theme Posting new ones when I have them or when I feel like it
