Hold on

Honour

I stay numbed, no words to say I just hear Ellie and Michonne cry I should've saved him. I should've. I should've been there but I did nothing. I just let people die feeling absolutely numb. I don't know if I could felt something weird about him but when he gave that speech to Negan felt like it was real. It was like a movie. I feel someone hugging me behind it Ellie

I'm sorry I didn't saved him enough I told her she turns me around holds my hand

It's not your fault she tells me

I was driving I heard gunshots i-i was too late I told her

It's never your fault ash she tells me I nodded my head then I walked over when Rick and Michonne is

I-I don't...

Dad

How...

Dad...it's alright it's gotta be. I wasn't sure if you'd make it back before but just in case you know...he said Carl gives notes to Rick

...i wanted to make sure i was able to say goodbye

No it's them it's them they- they don't it wasn't... rick stop i could tell that he was going to cry his voice cracking

Carl Michonne muttered

No no i got bit me i was bringing someone back his name's siddiq we saw him at that gas station before... it wasn't the saviours it just happened but ash came in she...saved us i got bit he told rick then rick and Michonne pick Carl up moving him to a chair still hearing explosions in the distances

Is that better Michonne asked Carl look at her

Yeah... Carl told him

I um I got these they're over the-counter non-steroidal anti-inflammtories they'll um they'll help a little with the fever they did for my mom and dad please take them siddiq told Rick with his voice breaking

Your son...he should have them he told Rick

You're doctor Rick asked

I was a resident...before yeah. siddiq told Rick

Your name is siddiq? Rick question.

Yes siddiq told Rick

Did you know he was a doctor Rick asked

Is that why you brought him back he asked

he wasn't gonna make it along he needed us that's why Carl told Rick

He was the one at gas station rick told him we all heard a loud thump rocks clatter Rick protected him Carl started to cough

Shh water give water i told siddiq speaking up for the first time

Easy you got it? Rick asked as Carl sips down the water

Slowly slowly Rick told Carl then Michonne walks over to Dwight

Make it stop Michonne snapped then she grabbed his shirt

Make them stop I heard from her

I can't Dwight told her

You can and you will i said walking over to him

Ask i thought-

Died after i was shot in the eye me too I told him

You're one of them they'll listen to you Michonne told him

Please Dwight, you're with them they listen to you and you were only they weren't listen to me but they will listen to you I told him explosion continues to happen as Michonne and i look at him