Hold on

Arrow on the doorpost

I wake up heading downstairs seeing everyone getting ready for war

Morning Maggie said

Morning when did Hershel Rick and my dad went I asked

Sorting something out with the governor Ellie tells me

I'm not even surprised that he wants to go see him for a eye to eye I told Them getting my gun

Carl come here Glenn said then Carl walks to him

You stash these at the loading dock all right he said giving the ammo to him

Beth put more up on the catwalk if anyone gets pinned down we need to make sure that they have plenty of ammo I'll go work on the gage outside Glenn tells us

What we should be doing is loading some of this firepower in a truck and paying a visit to the governor we know when he is right now Merle tells Glenn

Are you suggesting that we just go In and kill him ellie asked him

Yeah I am he told her

We told Rick and Daryl that we'd stay put Michonne tells him

I've changed my mine sweetheart being on the side line with my brother out there ain't sitting right with me and ash too-

Don't mention my name I told him looking at him then looked away

The three of them are right in the middle of it no idea we're coming they could get taken hostage or killed a thousand things could go wrong Glenn tells him

And they will

Our dad can take care of himself Carl tells him then walks off

Sorry son but your dad's head could be on a pike real soon merle tells him

Hey! shut up no one ask for you to talk and I didn't want you to talk shut it and don't it say again it's it's Glenn warning and his decision as well it's done I said then I Walked away
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I cleaned my knife good to kill the governor then Ellie comes in sit down on the bed

Your working yourself out take a break I'm worried about you Ellie tells me she takes my knife away lays it down on floor

I don't know how to stop I tell her looking down

Talk to my dad your overthinking she tells me she lays me down she looks at me like she wants to take my shirt off I nodded it then she does

Hands up she tells me then I do she takes my shirt off then she looks at my scars she cleaned my chest the she puts my shirt back on then we hear gunshot we run outside seeing Beth holding a gun

Whatever happened it's enough I told them

Shut up ash you make things worse merle tells me I chuckled I looked down then I looked back at him

What about you huh? You fucking left me when I had to kill my fucking mom I was at the hospital when I had to kill her when no one do it me me only I did I told him he looks at me looking like he was about to say something but then I just walked off didn't care going to my cell what he was going to say
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Laying down on the bed thinking about my mom being so quiet without anyone talking then Ellie comes in laying down with me then she kiss me I kiss her back then she started to take my shirt off then we Both pulled away from the kiss

Hey hey whoa are you sure I asked her

I'm sure she tells me I nodded it 'Ellie's hand finding its way to the side of her face, fingers delicately tracing the outline of my jaw. Starting to kissing her back with a fever that made her gasp, a sound that went straight to her core.

kept my hand on Ellie's waist, not wanting to rush into things, but Ellie was whining and rubbing against me making it harder for me to not straddle her and get my hands and mouth all over her. Or maybe it was what she wanted?

Fuck it, i said to myself giving in and letting my hands wander under her shirt. If you went too far, she would tell you, right? I slowly kneaded her breasts, alternating. I fingers traced her nipples which made her let out a very faint moan so i flicked her nipple again. She was so responsive and cute.Then I started to take her shirt off

Your so beautiful I told her then Ignoring my own needs, me slipped my own hand under her shorts and panties. Ellie's back arched as my fingers brushed her wet folds, massaged her cunt softly without adding too much pressure. I didn't want to make her moan too loud, some one cell room was right across from mine she moan into my shoulder I kiss her cheek then her neck and giving hickeys on her body then I move up kiss her lips I picked up the pace then she pulled away quickly from kiss she moaned loudly then she smashed her against mine again to muffle her moans she scratched my back I groaned she grabbed my hand and she holds my hands

Fuck ash I'm going to-

Cum for me your going good I told her she let out a few curse words as she came around my fingers I lay down on the bed wrapping my arms around her waste trying to catch a breath Then I kiss her head we both get dressed

I love you ash she tells me then I looked at her starting to smiled at her

I love you to I told her

Does that mean we are you know she asked me

Yeah I know we properly we have say something about it but I waited for you I told her

Thank you she said I smiled then I lean forward to kiss her Then we pulled away then we head outside to see rick is back

Let's get inside rick tells us Then we all go inside we all waited for him to say something

So I met this governor sat with him for quite a while Rick tells us

Just the two of you merle asked

Yeah

Should have gone when we had the chance bro merle tells Glenn then he walks off

So what now I asked

He wants the prison he wants us gone dead he wants us dead for what we did to Woodbury rick tells us

And now what Ellie asked

We're going to war rick tells us