The Day I found Him (Asa Butterfield fanfic)

Chapter 9: First Kiss

 Asa's P.O.V

So far I had to admit, the party was awesome. At first, I couldn’t stand the idea that Mar was only talking to Clariss. After an hour of complete boredom, I decided to give him a chance.  I decided to join their conversation, they were talking about how their lives had changed and blab blah. I walked towards Clariss, she smiled at me. I of course, with every meaning of the world smiled back. Mark looked at me, I knew he was trying to remember my name, I could tell.

“Your name is.” He said trailing off

“Asa” Clariss said before I even opened my mouth

“Nice to meet you Asa” he stretched out his hand to mine

“Nice to meet you Mark” I say as I stretch my hand back.

Clariss smiles at me.

We talked for hours. The party seemed endless, and although it was pretty weird being surrounded by Italians it was fun. It was just so nice. When the party ended and everyone left, I was reaching for the door knob and about to leave when Clariss pulled my hand. I turned to face her. I was confused, I didn’t know what she wanted, I didn’t know what to do. All I knew was how bad I wanted to kiss her. So bad. So I went for it. I stared into her eyes, and suddenly there we were, kissing. Our first kiss. When we were done we pulled apart. Man, I loved it. I didn’t know what to do or say.  She seemed expressionless, in other words; blank.

“Umm, I should go…” I said awkwardly. I couldn’t stand the silence, I mean did she like it? Did she hate it? Did she hate me? My head was falling apart. Ughhh why was love so complicate? especially, when you adored your best friend. Why?

I went home with so many questions in my head. I was very confused, and crushed. Why did such things happen? Why was Cupid messing with me? No. Clearly he was messing with my heart and I couldn’t stand it. Next time I see damn Cupid I’m going to slap him very hard. Ok no. I’m not that problematic guy. Next time I would see Cupid, I’d sit with him, ask him questions and steal his bows (arrows).  I couldn’t stand the heartache. It was too much. Who knew my first kiss would feel like this? So full of happiness and pain. Isn’t that what I wanted? What more is there?

The next morning, I arrived early to school. I waited for Clariss, but she never came. Without her school was so dull and boring. I couldn’t help not think about her. It was impossible. How could she not come? I was worried about her. What could’ve happened? The day went very slow. I sure did miss her. A lot. The next day, I arrived early to school. I wanted to surprise Clariss. I never arrived early. When I came to school she was already there. Then again, I waited more what felt like a million years. I called her, and she didn’t pick up. What was her problem? The fact that we kissed wasn’t going to change our friendship. Or was it? I texted her. Few minutes later, my phone buzzed. It was her. I opened the phone to see her text message, when suddenly my phone dropped. I rushed to her house. While walking, something came to my mind. Does Love ever die? Or does your love ever die?