Mute. L-H

Cold.

The morning after wasn't as good as last night. As romantic as it was I regret standing out in the rain.

Now me and Luke are suffering with really bad colds. I was still laying in bed and Luke in his.

"Taissa?" Luke mumbled. "Fuck sorry, but I was gonna so if you wanted to join me, like in my bed" he asked.

I smiled to myself before getting up and walking over to his bed.

"I guess that is a yes" he smiled at me.

He moved the covers out the way and moved slightly letting me climb in with him.

He wrapped his arms around me an buried his head into my neck before placing a small kiss to my shoulder.

"I can't believe your actually mine" he said against my shoulder.

I wanted to say it back but I don't talk as normal.

"Can I kiss you?" Luke lifted his head up to look at me.

I nodded and he pressed his lips to mine gently. I kissed back running my hand through his hair.

We pulled away and Luke looked down at me.

"We should tell the others, wait can we? Do you mind?" Luke asked me smiling like an idiot.

I nodded my head at him.

Luke's POV
Finally she's mine, she's fucking mine. I actually asked her and she said yes. I'm already head over heals for her.

Right now were going to Ashton's room to tell the others the good news, she seems happy about it too.

We finally arrived outside the room. Even though I had a cold I couldn't guess a shit I had to tell them.

I knocked on the door quickly. Taissa's hand in mine. My heart was racing as Ashton opened the door.

"Hey guys" I ran in pulling Taissa with me. "I want you to meet someone" I smiled getting strange looks from the boys and Taissa

"Meet Taissa my girlfriend" I smiled down at her.  The others looked between us. Taissa's face flushed red.

"Is this like real or a prank?" Michael looked at me.

"It's real" I sighed Taissa nodded next to me.

"Congrats guys" Ashton patted my shoulder as he joined the others on the sofa.

Taissa's Pov
Luke couldn't wait to tell the others so we raced to Ashton's room where they were all gathered to tell them all.

Luke told them the news and they congratulated us but for some reason Michael seemed off.

His green eyes looked to mine for a second before he looked back to his phone. I can't explain the look he had in his eyes.

Me and Luke joined them on the sofa as they played Fifa, when it come to Michael's turn he turned it down for some reason.

It wasn't him to say no to a video game. Luke held my hand in his playing with my hands.

I looked to him and he looked back down smiling before placing a gentle kiss to my lips.

I heard the door slam and jumped away from Luke to see that Michael had left. What was wrong with him.

Michaels Pov
Luke and Taissa walked in holding hands. I felt my heart sink. I didn't even know her properly.

They announced the 'good' news, I wanted to be happy but I couldn't. I had feelings for Taissa.

I didn't even feel like playing Fifa. I wanted Luke to fuck up. He did I was there for her but then they made up.

I glanced over and saw them kissing, my anger got the best of me and I walked out. I can't stay there.

I ran back to my room and slammed the door behind me. Why was I like this. I've never felt this way about a girl.

I'm so confused. I was happy for them but now I know I like her. The time Luke made her cry.

If he didn't knock on the door I would have felt her lips against mine. Fuck I hate myself.

Why do I ruin things. I punched the wall In front of me and carried on before blacking out.

"Michael?" A voice called my name "Mikey" they called again.

My eyes fluttered open to see Taissa. I frowned at her and saw the others standing behind her.

Calum held out a hand and helped me up.

"You ok mate, you've been gone for like three hours so we came to check on you and found you passed out with blood all over you" luke looked at me concerned.

I looked down and saw my hands covered in blood. I was too dazed to talk I just looked at them all.

"Anger attack?" Calum asked I nodded slowly. "It's ok mate lets just get you sat down" he took me over to the sofa and sat me down.

I hated this, my anger attacks, I get angry I punch away until I pass out and then I wake up confused and scared.

The anger I had started drifting through me again. I don't even know why I was angry now.

"Calum" I called him. He seemed to be the only one that could calm me down.
"CALUM" I shouted again when he didn't come over.

He come over and looked concerned.

"Again?" He asked. I nodded and he done his usual but this time I didn't end up trying to hit him.

I cried, and I cried hard.

"Get out!" I shouted to the others. "Get the fuck out" I screamed they left leaving me and Calum alone.

I cried into my hands with Calum soothingly rubbing my back.

"What's this all about?" He asked.

I looked up to him rubbing my eyes.

"Taissa" I sniffed. He looked at me confused. "I really like her Calum" I looked to him.

"There's nothing I can do this time" he said with a sad lol on his face.

Calum's pov
As soon as Michael stormed out I knew something was wrong I decided to leave it though he needed to cools down.

But after three hours of him being missing I stared to worry. I got the others and we went to to his room.

The door wasn't shit properly, probably Due to him slamming it. I walking in to find him passed out on the floor with blood all over his hands.

Taissa went over Andover down by him.

What happened she looked to us. As her phone spoke

"Anger attack probably" I shrugged. I called his name and his eyes fluttered open.

I helped him up and took him to the sofa to come back to reality. He called me as I was getting him a glass of water. He shouted again and I walked to him forgetting about the drink.

He was getting angry again, I prepared myself for what usually happens, he'll lunge out at me and I'll have to pin him down to calm him down.

Instead he broke down, he started crying hysterically.

"Get out" he shouted the others looked to me. "Get the fuck out!" He shouted again making me jump. I nodded at them and they left

"What's this about?" I asked.

He rubbed his eyes with his bloody hands and looked to me.

"Taissa" he sniffed "I really like her" he cried

I felt bad, what could I do, I'm gonna have to sit here and watch my best friend suffer.

"There's nothing I can do this time" I sighed at my self.

I didn't think he liked her he never showed signs to liking her he just acted normal. But now what could we do Luke and Taissa are going out.

We can't just break them up?

Can we?