Mute. L-H

Happiness

"HAPPY NEW YEARR!" The five of us cheered with each other.

Once again we were at mine, the new year just coming in after Christmas, even though it was only us give it was still good and I was great full to be bringing in the year with them.

I looked at the others to see Michael and Calum kissing Ashton drinking the beer that was in his hand and then my eyes finally landed on Luke who was next to me.

He smiled looking down at me and before I could say anything to him he captured his lips on mine. I kissed him back.

"Happy new year" he whispered to me once we pulled apart.

"Ok can you love birds stop kissing now I'm bored" Ashton complained. I smiled at Ashton who was hugging a pillow into his chest.

"We need to find you a girlfriend" Michael said to him.

"Or boyfriend" he shrugged. We all looked to him confused. "I'm bi" he spoke again.

"I'm the only straight one" Luke laughed.

"I just want Calum" Michael smiled kissing Calum's cheek that was turning a crimson colour.

"Stoopp" Ashton groaned throwing himself into the floor still clinging on the pillow.

"How many beers have you had Ashton?" Luke asked looking at the boy on the floor.

"This is my first one" he said before laughing loudly proving that it wasn't.

"I think you've had enough" Luke said trying to get the beer off him.

"DONT TAKE MY BABY AWAY!" Ashton screeched jumping up from the floor and almost falling again. He ran away from Luke.

"Ashton!" Luke shouted as Ashton stumbled around the house trying to hide from Luke who wasn't really chasing him.

as he stumbled past Michael he pushed him down onto the sofa, the beer in Ashton's hand spilling all over the floor. Ashton burst in to a fit of laughter as he laid on the sofa.

I loovee you luukey" he slurred as Luke tried to stand him up.

I love you too, now come on lets go to bed" Luke said to him pulling on his upper arm trying to get him up but failing.

"whoa lukey, not like that, you have a girlfriend" Ashton said to Luke with a complete serious face making me laugh at him.

"come on Ashton, just stand up will ya" Luke said pulling on him harder. instead of him pulling him up Ashton just fell to the floor laughing.

"Ashton's tired" Ashton yawned closing his eyes still laying on the floor.

"Michael, help me lift him onto the sofa" Luke sighed looking to Michael, Michael helped Luke put the now asleep Ashton onto the sofa. I walked off to go find a blanket for the boy.

I found one and brought it in and put the blanket over the now passed out Ashton.

"he's gonna regret that in the morning" Calum said looking down at him I nodded in agreement.

"you two can sleep in my aunts bed" I whispered to Calum and Michael.

I grabbed Luke's hand and dragged him up the stairs with me to my room. I got inside and decided to get dressed into my pyjamas. I went to my wardrobe and grabbed some sweats. I walked back to Luke and tugged on his shirt. he frowned not realising what I wanted but he realised when I pulled it up. he pulled it off and I smiled at him taking his shirt and going to walk into my bathroom to put my clothes on but Luke stopped me.

"you know im your boyfriend, you can get dressed in front of me" he said to me. I frowned and shook my head.

"why not?" he asked running his hand over the top of my arm reassuringly.

"ugly" is all I said looking away from his eyes and to the floor.

"your perfect" he said lifting my head back up so his eyes met mine. " you might not be to yourself, but to me your absolutely perfect" he said to me.

"scars" I mumbled. the reason I hated my body is because of that I had done to It, I had faint scars all over my body, my arms, my legs and my stomach completely covered in tiny lines.

"honestly I couldn't give a shit if you had some giant mole on your stomach, scars, stretch marks or some weird birthmark, no matter what you say to me ill still think your perfect" he said to me smiling I smiled at the last part.

I nodded and walked to the bed and put the clothes down on it. I slowly pulled my top off over my head and looked at myself I frowned hating what I saw. I slipped my jeans off and frowned again, the marks being deeper on my legs that my arms.

"see, perfect" Luke said hugging me from behind. "completely perfect, every inch of you" he whispered into my ear before pressing his lips to my neck gently sending shivers down my spine. "I love you" he said kissing my neck again

I love you too" I whispered to him leaning into his side.

"you should leave those sweats off because you have really sexy legs" Luke said turning me around to face me and winked. I blushed burying my hear into his bare chest.

I pulled away from Luke and pulled on my- well his top doing what he suggested and leaving off the sweats. Luke took his trousers off leaving him in just his boxers. we climbed into the bed together and Luke wrapped his arms around me and held me close. I kissed the tip of his nose, he reacted by kissing my lips.

"what did I do to deserve you" he sighed burying his face in the crook of my neck. "honestly if we weren't a little fucked in the head we would have never met" he laughed at his own statement. it was true I suppose.

"goodnight Luke, love you" I whispered to him

"night baby, love you too" he said placing a small kiss to my collar bone.

I cant even remember when I was this happy. everything is perfect