Mute. L-H

Talking.

After I said I love you to Luke we went back downstairs acting normal. I explained to Luke through my phone that I wasn't gong to start talking straight away. small words here and there slowly building up my voice as I hadn't talked in years.

I didn't talk any more that night and the boys stayed over. in the morning I was the first to wake up so I decided to cook breakfast for the boys who were probably starving. I decided on pancakes with bacon. I had an open kitchen so soon enough the boys were stirring due to the smell of food.

soon they all woke up and they were looking a me cooking in the kitchen.

"morning" I whispered smiling at them. they all looked at eachothe3r in shock while I just smiled at them finishing the pancakes.

"you just spoke?" ashton looked at me confused I nodded shyly feeling my cheeks heat up.

" she spoke to me last night as well" Luke smiled proudly to the others. " she only says a few word though" he finished explaining to them that I wouldn't be talking all the time now but I would try. for Luke,

the boys and I sat down at the island and ate out breakfast the boys talking about there band. they were so fixed on creating there own world. making up scenarios about other bands, turning into fangirls.

"but can you imagine meeting Alex Gaskarth!" Michael exclaimed excitedly. " hes my celebrity man crush" he said getting all goo goo eyed over him. calum frowned from beside him looking at Michael. not really wanting his boyfriend to be talking about how attractive another man was.

"of corse I only love you" Michael turned to calum making calum blush and hide his face from us.

"do you have a celeb crush?" luke nudged me. I shrugged not really wanting to tell them. I was into bands and that but the one my crush was from might creep them out.

" awe come on there has to be someone?" Michael looked to me. luke went to hand me my phone but I shook my head,

"a-Austin" I looked to them shyly.

"carlile?" ashton asked me raising an eyebrow I just nodded at him before looking back to my plate. "you listen to of mice and men?" he asked agin reiving another nod of me. "me too!" he said excitedly making me smile at him.

I'm glad that they don't think I was weird for liking them, most people think that girls can't be into that type of music.

We finished and i put the plated in the sink, I couldn't be bothered to wash them up yet.

"Your hair is fading" Luke said looking at it before holding it in his hand.

"I'll buy you some more hair dye tomorrow" he smiled I shook my head at him, he didn't need to buy me things

"I work there Taissa, I can easily just get some" he smiled sweetly at me. I just smiled back and lightly stood on my tiptoes to press my lips against his.

Tomorrow it was back to normal, I was on my own, Luke was at work I had no idea where Calum and Michael were and Ashton was all the way in Brisbane.

I sighed and pulled myself out of bed, I had therapy today. I got dressed and done my makeup before leaving to go to the place.

I walked in and sat down in the seat I always did and waited for my name to be called.

I was finally called and j walked into the room. Dr Johnson smiled at me as I sat down.

"Hello Taissa it's nice to se you again" he smiled at me. I just nodded and sat down.

"How was it?" He asked. Like he cared, of corse he didn't, I just shrugged like normal.

"Did you do anything exciting?" He asked, I glared at him, rehab? Exciting, I mean sure I had luke and the others but exiting no.

I shrugged again.

"How are you in general?" He asked tapping his pen against his notebook.

"Fine" I mumbled, I'm surprised he heard me at how quiet my voice was.

"Your talking?" He smirked at me making me roll my eyes.

"F-for Luke" I said letting him know it wasn't his doing.

"Luke? Luke Hemmings?" He questioned I nodded. "Is he your friend?" I couldn't help but smile as my cheeks heated up. "Oh I see" he chuckled receiving another glare from me.

He was so nosy. Why did he have to get in my business for.

"It's nice to see you making progress" he smiled at me. I just rolled my eyes at him not wanting to hear it.

"G-go?" I asked wanting to leave.

"Of corse you can, I'll see you tomorrow" he smiled once again I rolled my eyes and nodded at him before leaving to go to the shop so I could see Luke.

The bell dinged as I walked in. I looked down to see Luke with his earphones in looking at his lap like the first time I met him.

I smiled and picked up a box of hair dye and walked to the counter.

I watched him as I walked down, it was literally like we first met. His hair still styled in the quiff he always had his teeth pulling at his lip as normal.

I walked over to him and he looked up.

"hello" he smiled.

i slid the box to him and he looked down at it but didn't scan it. I frowned and nodded to the box.

"Just take it" he shrugged at me. I frowned again, that's literally stealing. I shook my head at him.

"5 pounds 75" he rolled his eyes at me. I smiled and handed him the messed up 10.

He smirked at it and put it in the register before giving me my change. I smiled at him before turning around and leaving without another word.