Mute. L-H

Kiss.

I hadn't seen the boys after I laughed, but today I was meeting with Calum, the rest were busy.

I walked down to the cafe, slowly, I liked walking, I used to like talking to people as I walked, but I don't talk.

I felt conscious as the lift doors opened a few eyes turned to me.

I started to think maybe I looked wrong, the wrong type of outfit, once again I was in black skinny jeans and a red and black flannel tucked in.

I walked over to the counter and ordered a coffee.

I walked over to the corner and sat down on my own waiting for Calum, I played with my sleeves while I waited.

"Hey" I looked up to find Calum.

I smiled back at him.

"You okay?" He asked

I nodded my head slowly.

"It's good to see you, we haven't spoke since, that night" he looked at me.

I know, I just didn't feel like doing anything, sorry

I looked up to him.

"Don't be sorry, come on let's get out of here, I know you don't like being with loads of people" He smiled standing up.

I got up with him and he put his hand out to me, I smiled before taking it, I felt small butterflies take off in my stomach.

He pulled me along and we needed up in his room. I sat down on the sofa and watched him.

He grabbed a load of DVDs and handed them too me.

"Pick one, I'll be back in a second" he smiled walking off.

I looked through the DVDs not really paying attention. Calum come back through with some covers.

"Any you like?" He asked. I looked to them for a second, they weren't really my type of movies.

"It's good I have Netflix then isn't it" he smiled at me.

I smiled at him and he sat next to me.

Can we watch pretty little liars?

"Don't tell anyone, but I love that show" he smiled at me. I smiled back.
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After watching a whole season of pretty little liars we just sat talking.

"You know, I'd love to hear your laugh again" he looked into my eyes.

I don't laugh

"But you do, and it's cute" he tapped my nose.

His eyes flicked to my lips then back to my eyes. I don't the same before he started leaning in.

I didn't pull away, before anything else his lips touched mine slowly, they were soft and warm.

My arms moved around his neck, but then the image of Luke popped in my head.

"Taissa?"

Me and Calum pulled away, there he was, Luke.

All of a sudden I felt sick. Luke slammed the door behind him as he walked out.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't of kissed you" Calum looked at me.

Tears ran down my face, I'm such a bad person.

I grabbed my phone and got up.

"I'm so sorry Taissa" Calum shouted as I ran out.