Loving BAM!!!

Chapter thirty-four

Jordi's POV:

Recap- I walked over and took the note and read it. It read:

Hey guys I'm sorry but I've had to go away for a while. Please don't be mad because I have my reasons just youse can't know. I ain't going to write a big soppy note so I'm just going to make it short and quick. I love you all so much and I am really sorry to do this. I might be back but I don't know because I could end up leaving the country. Carry on with your lives like I was never in them. By the time you've read this I will be far away and already missing youse. Don't come looking for me or getting the police involved because there is no point because I'm safe just got stuff to do. Please don't hate me.
                                                      Love Kacey xx
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Joey's POV:

Jordi read the note out to us and we all cried. Obviously I knew she was going away but she never told me she might have to leave the country or never come back. The guilt inside of me was building up as I saw how hurt they all was. How could I have let her go? Why did I help her? Leo was distraught. He needed her more than anything. I slowly made my way over to Leo and bro hugged him. He let all his emotions out into my shoulder until he had ran out of tears. We all decided to go to sleep as it was really late. I stayed in Leo's room with him to make sure he didn't do anything.

Leo's POV:

Kacey had gone. I needed her. Ugh what if it was my fault was all that was spinning in my head. Joey bro hugged me so I just let all my emotions out into his shoulder. We all decided to go to sleep because of how late it was. Joey stayed in my room to make sure didn't do anything and to comfort me. That night all I did was cry while Joey was asleep. Missing Kacey hurt but it hurt more at the fact my mum had just died. While Joey was asleep I snuck into the bathroom and went into the little secret compartment in one of the draws where I had put Kacey's blades. I took one out and sliced it across my skin.
1. for my mum dying
2. Kacey leaving
3. Being unlovable
4. For being worthless
5. For being ugly
And the list went on and on until there was blood everywhere. Quickly, I grabbed a towel and cleaned up all the blood. I hid the blade back in the secret compartment and went back into time bedroom. Obviously I had covered up the cuts. I looked at the time to see it was 8:00am so I decided to go down for something to eat. I know you would expect to not have eaten but I couldn't turn down food. When I was half way through eating Harvey came down in just his boxers. Idiot. He made him self some toast then sat at the table with me to eat it. We sat in complete silence and it had sort of been like that since his kiss with Kacey. Oh how I missed her.

A/N- hey guys👋
I've finally updated🎉
I've worked on this for awhile but it still ended up💩
Do you think Kacey will be back or not?
I'm going to take more time in my chapters so the updates will be quite apart💯
Nearly a month since I've updated😱
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Love you all xx