Oneshots (Frerard, Pikey/Petekey)

#74 Frerard (fluff)

Gerard's pov

I groaned as I threw the comb on my bed, putting my head down. It was useless. I gulped as tears rushed to my eyes, but I quickly took a piece of tissue to soak it up. I'd spent forever putting on my makeup, and there was no way I was going to redo it when Frank was already on the way. I didn't even notice him shouting my name, jumping as the door creaked open. "Gerard? You in here?" He called as I quickly shoved everything in my table to the side. "R-Right, sorry. I didn't think you'd get here so fast." "I texted you nearly ten minutes ago that I was downstairs.. is everything okay?" He asked in a soft voice as he sat down next to me. I nodded ad I looked down, barely being able to bring myself to look at him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer as I rested my head on his, letting out a small sigh. "What's wrong my love?" "Nothing I just.. don't feel like I look pretty- I-I mean nice enough today. Don't worry about it," "You're the prettiest boy I've ever met, don't you ever say such things about yourself. Who made you think that? I'll kill them!" He said in a knightly tone, trying to lighten the mood. I could barely even smile as the word "boy" repeated in my head again and again. He glanced at me when he realized I didn't even budge, cupping my face. "Hey.. come on talk to me. What happened?" "It's nothing.." I mumbled, looking away as I could feel tears forming in my eyes again. I grabbed the tissue from earlier and wiped it off before it could roll down my cheeks.

"Is that.. make up?" He asked, confused. Fuck. "U-Uhm, yeah! I just uh.. wanted to look better for you, you know?" I tried to laugh it off, but he didn't buy it. "Look at me. Did someone hit you? What are you trying to hide from me? What's bugging you so much you're crying? I want names. Now." He said in a low tone while lifting my chin and forcing me to look at him. "I-I don't know okay?! Please just.. stop.." I bursted out crying, covering my face with my palms. I couldn't stop the tears from falling anymore. The room fell silent as I sobbed, and he didn't say anything. "I.. I'm sorry-" "No, don't be. It's okay. Let it all out, whatever is bothering you. I should be the one apologising, I pushed you too far. I'm sorry. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to, but I'm here for you okay?" "No.. no I really want to tell you I really do," I repeated, mumbling through tears. He pulled me into his arms as I cried, passing me tissues. I sniffled as I quickly wiped away my tears, accidentally smudging my makeup. "Y-You aren't suppose to see me like this.. I'm so sorry-" "Don't apologise for anything okay? We don't have to go out if you don't want to. We can still hangout inside, and you're always the most beautiful person I've ever laid my eyes on with or without makeup." He smiled as he wiped away my tears. He kissed me gently as I looked down and nodded. I turned around and stared at my reflection, gosh I looked like shit. Frank wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder from behind as I just slowly began wiping off my makeup.

When I finished, I turned back around to face him as I took his hands into mine. "Okay.. I think I'm ready to say this. I understand if you don't like me anymore and want to leave but no matter what, promise me you won't tell anybody. Um.. you're the first person I'm telling this to, so please bear with me.. uhm.." I stuttered, unable to look him in the eyes. "Don't worry, take all the time you need okay?" "Okay.. okay here it is.. um.. I-I'm non binary. I've been trying to put on makeup and style my hair to look like a girl because sometimes I wish I was one. I hate how I look and I hate my body and every little thing about me. I hate my voice I hate my chest I-" Frank cut me off by hugging me, tight. Neither of us said anything as I hugged him back, shoving my head into his shoulder.

We stayed in that position for a few minutes until I pulled away, fidgeting. "S-So.. what does this mean?" "This." He replied before cupping my face and kissing me, catching me off guard. He kissed me passionately as I kissed him back, smiling hard. We pulled away a moment later, leaving me blushing. "You.. don't mind?" "Of course not. I love you no matter what, and I'm willing to support you in your journey. Thank you for telling me this. I love you so much no matter what happens or changes," Thank you, really, I-I'm shocked. I really didn't think you'd accept me.." I squirmed shyly. "Nonsense," he rolled his eyes playfully, showering my face with kisses. I giggled as he began kissing me everywhere, pushing me down on the bed. I cupped his face as he looked up at me with a big smile, connecting our lips. He licked his lips as he pulled away, and I couldn't help but snicker. "What's funny?" "Nothing, it's just some of my lipstick smudged onto your lips. Let me help you with that," I said as I grabbed a tissue to wipe it off. He sat still as I kissed his forehead, hugging him tight. "I love you so much Frank," "Mm, I love you too baby. Is there any name you want me to call you by from now on?" "Yours," I whispered, my head nestling in the curves of his collarbones as I breathed the smell of his cologne. He nodded as he pulled me on his lap, wrapping my legs around him while he held me close.

"Mm.. do you still wanna go out?" "Not really.." "That's okay, we can just watch a movie or something. Let's go," he said calmly as his hand slipped under me, picking me up. I whimpered as I quickly hugged him tightly, hearing him chuckle he walked back downstairs. He sat me down on the couch as I pulled him on top of me, shifting to the side as he laid down beside me. Neither of us said anything as I snuggled up with him, yawning. "Tired?" "A little," "Mm, okay. Sweet dreams, I love you~" he cooed as he kissed my head, blinking slowly as I drifted off to sleep.