I was on my way home nang biglangb mag ring ang phone ko, it was Von calling me. Ugh, what's his problem. I really don't get it, dapat si Gracey ang tinatawagan hindi ako. Is he really that naive? I answered my phone nalang. Hmmm
"Hello?"
[Uhm, hey Anika. I'm just wondering if nakita mok ba si Gracey? Hindi kasi siya nanuod ng practice namin]
"Anong akala mo sa'kin Von? Lost and found? I'm on my way home na. You call her na lang. K bye" I said then turned my phone off. Nakakaloka si Von!!! Bakit sa akin niya hahanapin si Gracey! Hello?!!!! Kaibigan lang ako. At wait, bakit ba kung makareact ako grabe? Bakit parang galit na galit?!!! Selos ba ito? Alam ko naman na wala akong karapatang mag selos. Bestfriend ko si Gracey and I don't want to feel this way. Hindi ko naman siya nmasisi na siya ang pinili ni Von over me!! Maganda, matalino. Haaay. Bakit ko ba kinokompara ang sarili ko e, I'm unique rin naman. Masyado akong naiinsecure na dapat hindi. Ugh. C'mon Anika, this isn't you. You need to control your emotions!!!
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Pagpasok ko nang bahay nagulat ako ng maabutan ko si Kiefer and Thirdy talking to my sister,
"I'm homeeee!" I said happily
"Yeah, obviously Anika, how's school?" Tanong ni Ate
"It's fine, wait. What brought you guys here? I thought may practice kayo?" I said
"Meron nga, sinadya talaga namin na puntahan ka dito." Sabi ni Kiefer
"Huh? What do you guys mean sinadya? Guys, wala ba kayong matinong gagawin?"
"Anika, alam mo naman na they just wanted to make sure if you are really okay, bali concerned citizen lamang sila." Sagot ni Ate
"Okay, pinapapuntahan ka dito ni Von." Sagot ni Thirdy
"Ano? Bakit naman? He called me awhile ago, hinahanap sa'kin si Gracey. Anong akala niya sakin? Lost and found section! Nakakaloka."
"Sis, bakit ba parang imbyerna ka? Selos na ba iyan?!"
"Ofcourse not!!!!"
"Napaka defensive eh!" Kiefer said.
I just rolled my eyes and dumiretso sa kusina to eat my dinner.
"Guys, c'mon. Let's eat!! Samahan niyo ako dali!!!!"
"Yown!! Tara na Kuya kain na tayo. Kanina pa kumakalam ang sikmura ko e," Thirdy happily said.
"Bro, mahiya ka naman" saway naman ni Kiefy
"Ano ba? Pati ba naman dito e magbabangayan kayo? Let's just eat guys," sabi ko just to stop threm ng makakain kami ng matiwasay.
"Anika, what if malaman ni Von na gusto mo siya?" Out of the blue na tanong sa'kin ni Ate,
I just looked her in the eye and said "That would never happen, and I won't let him know about my feelings, not now"
Hindi ko pa kaya na malaman niya na mahal ko siya. Ayaw ko. Lalo na ngayon na sila na ni Gracey. It would be really hard for me, pero itatago ko hanggang kaya ko.
