3:06AM
I don't know I'm thinking about telling mom about my depression
I've thought about it all weekend but can't seem to say the words I just don't know if I should tell her I've told my older brother and my younger brother but it wasn't hard for me but how can I tell mom, I don't want to break her heart but I can't keep it a lie this whole time I hate myself for not telling them sooner before I cut but I just didn't have the guts so I've been thinking hard, should I tell her
I've stayed up late today restless because I'm not sure if I should tell her, can I do that after older brother told her he was depressed and smoking
Can I watch her cry in front of me because it was my fault I'd never been really close to my mom but I still love her ; I hate that we never once talked about anything important but I want that to change I'm not close to either mom or (step)dad
Sometimes I feel like I'm not even close to my older brother when I usually just hang out with my older brother and we talk the most
I feel like crying but I'm to numb I can't go to sleep (used to stay up till the sun came up)
I went to the library and looked at some depression books and I showed all most all the signs
I felt like bursting into tears when I read each paragraph
I couldn't finish reading it so I put them back up and looked at books for college
I know I'm only in 8th grade but it can never be to early right?
YOU ARE READING
My Truth
Non-FictionWhen I was 13 & 14 I wanted to Die When I was 15 I was Numb When I was 16 I felt Broken When I was 17 everything was out of reach When I was 18 I learned to move on When I was 19 I had to let go When I was 20 I finally felt free As A 21 year old I...
