Where She Has Heavy Eyes
I can't sleep well anymore.
My thoughts keep me up
I want to cry, but I am numb
I already know this yet I still try to
I just want to feel normal
To be able to cry when I'm sad
Or lonely
The tears don't come out
The gut wrenching pain isn't there
The heart constructing pain isn't there
I can't feel it
I'm angry all the time
I know I'm not in that dark pit again
I'm in a new playing field
One where I can't find the end goals
One where it seems like a endless loop
Sometimes I don't feel numb
I like to call it at peace
The words don't hurt me
I wish they did
The thoughts aren't slowly killing me
I wish they were
No I can't feel anything
This is not the numbing feeling I've experienced before
This is something different
I built these walls
That's all for now thanks and goodbye beautifully cruel world.
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My Truth
Non-FictionWhen I was 13 & 14 I wanted to Die When I was 15 I was Numb When I was 16 I felt Broken When I was 17 everything was out of reach When I was 18 I learned to move on When I was 19 I had to let go When I was 20 I finally felt free As A 21 year old I...
