Where She Gets Anxiety
My chest clenches and my frown extends, Shuddering I try to get out a breath. My eyes cast towards my headphones and I so badly want to put them on but I knew I couldn't. My shoulders tighten and my eyes water yet no tears fall. I'm alone in the room and praying no one is able to seem me as I try not to break down.
A ping comes from my phone and I glare at it but also reach out my hand to pick it up turning on the screen as it illuminates.
It's not her, I'm relieved and in the same breath disappointed. To many emotions strike me and I'm not ready to put that smile back on my face yet but I force it on.
I can't keep putting this off, I want no need more time to think everything through and to process what has happened so far. 4 months have flown by and the wound continues to ooz with blood in my heart.
My new life has brought me new anxiety.
That's all for now thanks and goodbye beautifully cruel world.
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Non-FictionWhen I was 13 & 14 I wanted to Die When I was 15 I was Numb When I was 16 I felt Broken When I was 17 everything was out of reach When I was 18 I learned to move on When I was 19 I had to let go When I was 20 I finally felt free As A 21 year old I...
