9:25PM
I'm still lost I feel so fake I haven't told my mom yet but I have told two of my brothers and its been a month since I cut but I want to so bad I don't know how long I'll last, to tell you the truth I've been noticing that I'm bad at showing emotions like I could try to say something funny but come off as mean, and I will have to think it in my head and then put on my fake voice, the one everyone knows as my voice, the one where I'm loud and funny, where I'm sarcastic, clumsy, and point out my mistakes the ones I didn't do.
That's the person my family and friends see me as.
But I'm so different then that, I'm not sarcastic, I don't joke, I'm not the smart girl everyone my whom life sees cause inside I'm breaking apart, I'm slowly losing it. I say people are fake but I'm the worst out of all of them I'm not a smart happy teen I show to be
I force myself to talk,laugh,smile, joke and many other things.
I've been so tired of it all that I was physically tired, I'm in 8th grade I should be different not the same depressed girl inside
Not the one that most people don't know about
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My Truth
Non-FictionWhen I was 13 & 14 I wanted to Die When I was 15 I was Numb When I was 16 I felt Broken When I was 17 everything was out of reach When I was 18 I learned to move on When I was 19 I had to let go When I was 20 I finally felt free As A 21 year old I...
