Where She Is The Same As Before
I am not happy.
Why can't I be happy for once?
I tried so hard at the beginning
I wanted to be happy
Do they understand I'm still some stupid teenager
I want to be a kid
I cannot dream of it though
It was taken away from me
It is kind of bittersweet to think about it
My head pounds my heart races and my palms sweat
Why am I so different
When did I become this
Why aren't I normal?
The panic attacks and anxiety is coming back
I can't run from it
My depression is slowly but surely reappearing
I don't want to be That girl again
I want to feel again
I am scared of who I will become
I miss my safety net
I miss my family
This family here is fake and I want nothing to do with them
I'm a bitćh truly, and I am ungrateful for even thinking this
Why do these thoughts plague my mind?
I only have a year left...
But can I make it to the end?
Why can't I cry and just let it out
Nothing has changed i am still in that bad place and it's been months
I'm still alone
That's all for now thanks and goodbye beautifully cruel world.
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My Truth
NonfiksiWhen I was 13 & 14 I wanted to Die When I was 15 I was Numb When I was 16 I felt Broken When I was 17 everything was out of reach When I was 18 I learned to move on When I was 19 I had to let go When I was 20 I finally felt free As A 21 year old I...
