Marriage?

25: The Withdrawn Touch.

Chapter 25: The Withdrawn Touch. 

Bella Richards.

Not bothering about any cabs, we walked towards the hotel, our hands intertwined together, not even exchanging words with each other as we both were aware about the feelings we had for each other at that time. As soon as we reached the hotel, we hurried to the elevator, stood inside, at a distance from each other, god knows why, and went inside our rooms as soon as we reached our floor. He opened the room with the roomcard and went inside, with me behind. He threw my hand bag on the couch, and raked his hand over his face as I sat on the bed with that same seductive look on my face.

I was feeling very hot from inside, and I was unaware that my desires could make me do such stuff so easily. I folded my leg over my knee, while I looked at him with not-so-innocent eyes. He looked at me, his eyes soft, mirroring the same desire and hunger that my eyes held, while his breath looked unstable, and even though he was wearing black pants, I could see his growing member. I breathed in a heavy breath, the air seeming tense because of the intensity it held, as his eyes raked with lust as it stared down at me. He took a step towards me and I bit my lip, to which I could see his jaw clenching and unclenching, as he neared the bed. My toes touched his knees, covered with my louboutin shoes, to which I forwarded them to graze them against his legs temptingly, while staring at him.

"Come closer." I said, and smirked slightly in an amused manner as he placed his knee on the edge of the bed, while his cheeks reddened. I smirked and raked my hand over his neck and rubbed my thumb over his earlobe, while I pulled him closer, his figure hovering over mine, while his hands were placed beside my waist, holding me in.

"Calvin," I softly called out, as my hands still rubbed his skin slowly, providing comfort, "what's stopping you?"

"I–" He couldn't speak as his voice broke and his eyes were soft and vulnerable, while still holding the desire. His brows were furrowed slightly in a confused and unsure manner, while his soft eyes raked through my eyes, observing every quiet of it, while I laid down, observing his features.

"I—" He got up abruptly, while my eyes widened at his sudden departure.

"Calvin?" I spoke, my voice low and demanding answers, "what happened?"

He stood there, his body denying his speech and actions, "W–we shouldn't be doing this.." his voice broke and his eyes softened, while he shook his head as if trying to process everything.

"No, no, no." I heard his murmur, and got up instantly.

"Calvin, what happened?" I said as I went towards him, my hands touching his shoulders.

"No, no, no, Bella..." his eyes were slightly moistened, but he controlled himself, I don't even know how, "I–I" he stammered, "we can't do this. I'm not the one for you! Stop." he threw my hands off of himself, while his eyes betrayed his anger.

"Calvin, Calvin— listen to me!" I said, eating up the space between us both, my throat in a knot, "Tell me, what happened!" I spoke, my voice almost breaking as I tried holding his hands.

"You're drunk!" His voice was stern as he spoke, "I–I'm sorry I lost control over myself. I'll take my leave." He said, grabbing his phone and the spare room card.

"Calvin, I'm not drunk! I'm fully sober!" My voice gentle yet stern, I spoke as I held his arm, "Stop!" I was confused about what he was saying and doing. My eyes widened and I gasped as he picked me up and settled me on the bed and left the room in a flash, not turning to look at me while I called his name helplessly.

"I'm very sorry for crossing the limits. I will send you the prize." He said, just before taking his departure.

"Calvin!" I got up and tried to open the door, but he had locked it. My legs felt weak and I collapsed. My eyes were filled with tears as the knot in my throat tightened and I burst out into tears. I pressed my knees against my chest as my tears, along with my mascara stained my silvery white dress. My stomach felt even weirder as it started to hurt while I wailed and cried, silently.