Jason's POV.
I wiped my tears. I was on the floor sobbing. I miss Catalina. I really fucked up big this time. She left me. I went to go look for her but I got no trace of her. It breaks my heart. I had only one chance and I fucked it up. I wish she was here to comfort at the moment. I thought she would ignore me then forgive me the day after. Instead she left without saying anything. She left her stuff. How is she going to survive out there? Her body is so fragile. She will get tired quick. But, I know she can be a badass. I got up and opened my door and walked to her room. I looked around and sat on her bed. I grabbed her blanket and put it on top of me. Her scent is still on the blanket. I started sobbing more. There was a small knock on the door.
"Fuck off!" I spat. I don't want no one seeing me like this. I've been avoiding everyone so far.
"Jason, man up and go look for her. Talk to her and she will forgive you." James said through the door.
"I SAID FUCK OFF!!" I yelled. He can't tell me what the fuck to do. I'm so fucking angry. I don't no one to fucking come near. Why does everyone I care about leave? They just leave me hanging, lost. I knew I shouldn't have fallen in love. After my mother died I never believed in love. But, Catalina changed that perspective. But, she's gone. I got up from Catalina's bed and I blacked out.
"Jason, CALM DOWN!!!" I didn't even notice James come in the room, he was holding onto me on the ground.
"Go the fuck away, get off me you fucking cunt." I yelled. James grabbed my arms and out it behind my back gripping it hard.
"Fuck! Chill James!!!"
"Jason. Breathe in and out. You aren't acting yourself right now!" James yelled.
"Does it look like I give a flying fuck? I need to go I need to fucking clear my mind!" I yelled. I was heavy breathing with my hands formed into a fist.
"Jason, no. What you need to do right now is calm down. Come on." James demanded. I listened and started doing it.
"No, you're not calming down. Breath in and out slow." I started doing it again and calmed down.
"Alright, i'm straight." I hoarsed. He let me go and I looked around the room and I made a big mess in her room. Glass broken. Her bed was on the other side of the room and other things you can imagine. I started sobbing some more.
"Fuck James, what's wrong with me? What was I thinking? I actually thought I would have a chance in love. But, I guess I was wrong." I started sobbing and James was actually in shocked I wiped my tears from my eyes and sniffled and sighed, "Sorry, i'm okay."
"Jason, you need to go find her and talk it out. Trust me I know she loves you. I can see it in her eyes. She accepts you for the way you are." I nodded. But then I felt a vibration on my pocket. I pulled out my phone and checked the message.
My eyes widened. He has her. All this time I thought she left me but my dumbass didn't think about her getting kidnapped. That means she knows. She knows that monster of her father is alive. She looks hurt. She's so fragile she can instantly die. He fucking hurt her. That son of a bitch.
"James, we need to go!!" I yelled.
"Not again Jason. Calm down."
I gave him a death glare, "Don't fucking tell me to calm down!!! Her father has her! Look at this picture he fucking sent me!!" I threw the phone at him and his eyes widened. I started running downstairs and grabbed my gun and headed out the door.
"Wait, what about the others?" James asked.
"Just meet me over there! He should have her at there secret hideout." I said. He nodded his head.
