Chapter 23

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Jason's POV.

I almost had her become addicted too me. I don't understand why the fuck she don't love me. I fell for her hard. I sighed, "Fuck, why am I becoming such a weak ass pussy." I said to myself.

A laugh interrupted me I turned around and saw James behind me.

"Oh, Jason. Calm down, you're just in love you're not weak." Why the hell is everyone just walking in on me tonight? Why are they even awake?

"James man, just leave me alone. I'm tryna have some alone time."

"Nah, Come on talk to me. What's going on between you too?" He asked.

"Nothing, that's the problem. I wish she felt something for me, she's always avoiding me. I don't understand why she won't give me a chance." I said.

"Well first of all, you have a girlfriend." James reminded me.

"Don't remind me, I'm just with her to fuck and I think i'm about to drop her because I really want Catalina." I'm going to miss fucking but I would do anything for someone I love.

"Hey, I need to show you something." Both James and I looked at the door and saw Jacob. I looked at James and he looked back at me. He nodded his head.

"Well this was at the front door and I checked it. All of it is pictures of Catalina." I got up and snatched the photos from Jacob. She was smiling in most of them having a good time with Melissa. I looked at another photo and my jaw clenched, she was naked in this photo I think she was changing. Another photo of her in the living room when she was rejecting me to hold her.
I kept looking at all these photos till I came across a letter that said, "Hello Jason, You have a beautiful one and I see you have something for her it'd be shame if she just disappeared out of nowhere. -S"

I didn't have time too think and ran out the basement straight to Catalina's room. I slowly opened the door and went over to her bed. Sat on my knees beside her bed and caressed her cheek.

"I won't let anyone hurt you." I whispered. She's such a beautiful fragile person. I think I would be lost without her. I leaned down and kissed her forehead and slowly walked out the room.

"Is she okay?" Jacob asked. I nodded and nervously started biting my nails.

Jacob patted my back, "Hey, nothing's going to happen to her, she's with us."

"Yeah you're right. I just don't want too lose her. She became part of my life and that's something I regret because I mean look at me, my life is a mess somebody always try to get the people I care about." I said, I couldn't help but think about my mother I lost her a year ago and it was because of me because of my stupid life. It was my fault. But at least I got revenge. I taught those motherfuckers not to mess with me.

"I'm going out. Take care of Cata, Jacob." I said, I needed to do something to clear my mind.

"Jason, don't. You can't just keep doing this constantly and expect her to love you." Jacob said annoyed.

"Just take care of her." I spat ignoring what he said. Before he even said another word, I walked out the house and dialed a number, after a couple of rings, they answered.

"What do you want?" the voice spat.

"Babe, let's talk, Please. Let me explain what happen? I love you?" I said sweetly.

"Come over, If I don't like your excuse, I'm leaving you." I smirked knowing I'm always forgiven by seducing Vanessa.

"Be there in 5."

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Catalina's POV.

I woke up and it's 9am. I stretched while I made a noise sounding like a whale. I walked over to my mirror and I looked horrible. I went to the bathroom and washed my face. A loud thud interrupted me and I came out the bathroom and saw that the window opened.

"u-um, h-hello? Is anybody here? Jason is that you?"
I said nervously.

I thought I was overreacting and thought that i'm probably the one who opened the window and don't even remember. I went back in the bathroom and freshened up. I came out and saw someone sitting on my bed. They smiled.

"Nice too meet you Catalina." They said.

I weakly smiled, "Hi. If you don't mind, i'm thirsty right now so if you don't mind, i'll be right back." I walked to the door and right when I opened it they slammed it shut. They grabbed my wrist but before I could yell they put there hand on my mouth. I started heavy breathing. He gently laid me on the bed and leaned close to my face, "Wow, you are beautiful, Jason is a lucky guy isn't he. Sharing is caring right?" he whispered.
I whimpered. He eyed me up and down then smirked.

"I think I can work with this. I'll take and you will be mine, you never know when i'm coming. Don't you dare tell Jason I came too."

"Hey Cata!!!" I heard khalil yell. The guys put his finger to his mouth for me to be silent. "Just tell him you're alright." I nodded.

"u-uh, y-yeah what h-happened?" I nervously asked. It stayed silent for 10 seconds.

"Are you alright in there?" Khalil asked worriedly.

"Y-yeah." He stayed silent for a while. The guy got up and went to the window probably knowing Khalil knew something. He looked at me and mouthed saying he'll be back. The door flew open with Khalil with a gun in his hand aiming around the room then looked at me.

"Are you okay? What happened? Why are you crying?" I just nodded my head wiping my tears from my eyes.

"I'm fine, I just need a hug." I said. Khalil came up to me and gave me a bear hug.
"You know if you ever need anything i'm here, all the guys are here for you." he looked down at me and smiled. I weakly smiled back and look into his eyes, "Thanks Kha-"

"W-Whaaat thewww fu-fuck is going on here?" I looked at the doorway and saw a drunk Jason.

"Get thew fuck away from her Khalil." Jason spat.

"Jason, chill." Khalil said softly.

"No fuck you!! What the fuck Catalina. If I gave you a hug you would've pushed me off you. Fuck you! You're a worthless peace a shit."

"What?" My voice croaked.
I swear the other day he was treating me like i'm actually special now this. I felt a tear fall from my cheek. Khalil looked at me.

"Knowing Jason, he doesn't mean this Catalina. Please don't believe none of this." Khalil pleaded.

"N-No Khalil, stop telling her that, she needs to know what the fuck she really is, nothing but a damn whore. Worthless piece of shit!!" Jason is doing nothing but hurting me right now, I feel like somebody just stabbed me in the damn heart or somebody stomped on it. Anger filled up in me.

"Get out!" I demanded. All he did was give me a stupid look.

"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" I screamed at him.

"See w-what I mean Khalil, tell her what she really is!"
Khalil looked at me and nodded his head 'no'.
"Jason, Stop you're going to regret saying things you don't mean!"

"I mean every s-shit i'm swayyingg right now."

I started crying. I couldn't take this knowing he probably does mean everything he says, "PLEASE GET THE FUCK OUT!!" I said pushing Jason out off my room and slamming the door in his face. Damn, he has different types of drunk i'm guessing.

"Catalina, he really really didn't mean none of that." Khalil said in a serious tone.

"You know what, can you leave me alone?" I whisperer softly. He nodded his head and left.

I let all the tears fall, he might be right. I'm worthless. I'm nothing special. I wish I never knew Jason. I wish he wasn't in my life. I wish.... I wish I didn't love him. I sighed. We are never going to work.

"Hey Cat, I heard what happened. Do you want to talk?" I heard Melissa say outside of my room.

"No. Just leave." I looked at my bed and saw that the guy left something in my bed it was a box that said,
"You'll come to me soon (; -S"
S? Who is that? I opened the box and what I saw next was horrifying. I ran out the room to go get everybody.

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