Fate's Magic

37:- Moodswings

AUTHOR POV:-

A week had passed since Holi and the unholy activities in the kitchen.
Mornings filled with cranky suhaana and clingy raj, evenings full of the trio's chaos.

They spent the whole week indulging themselves in family time, office work and playful banter.

Raj just came home after work with flowers only to see the whole house empty.

"Suhaana?? Maa?? Kahan ho sab?? " He said looking around the house .

He heard sobbing noises coming from their room, Raj's heart stopped thinking something happened to suhaana.

He looked around to find a potential weapon only to find nothing but a basket full of carrots on the table.

He walked towards it and picked up one huffing " This will have to do".

He rushed inside the room and yelled holding the carrot.
"STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY WIFE I HAVE A GUN!!!"
He looked around only to see noone there but suhaana crying on the bed and *thud*

The next thing he knew he was on the floor with a pillow on his face

"Chillana band karo tum!!!! And that's how you will protect me?! A carrot?! Maali aur kissan aayenge kya mujhe maarne!!"

Mujhe laga tum hero banne aaye ho, par tum toh chef banke aaye ho! Gajar se koi ladta hai kya?!"

Ussei kya healthy lifestyle ka gyaan deke darane ka iraada tha??"
Suhanna yelled with teary eyes.

SUHAANA SINGHANIA POV:-

Ye kis gadhe sei shaadi kar li maine??!! How can he make me cry and angry at the same time!!!

I saw him get up Raj groaned, removing the pillow from his face, his eyes blinking rapidly to adjust to the sudden attack.

"What the hell, Suhaana?! I thought you were in danger!" he huffed, rubbing his forehead.

Did he just raise his voice. I glared at him standing up from the bed and holding the nearby flower vase
"Did you just raise your voice at me raj raghuvanshi."

Raj held his hands up while sitting on the floor
"Meri jaan humare andar itni himmat kahan ki hum aapke saamne bolein? Awaz uthana toh dur ki baat hai"

My eyes filled with tears " Already I am crying and you are yelling at me too!! You are just like everyone else!!! Mujhe kisi sei baat hi nahi karni "

I somehow managed to speak between my sobs, i have been so irritated and tired and this guy is yelling at me!!
Sab kuch meri hi galti hai na!! Toh kyu baat karte hain sab mujhse!

His face softened slightly "Kisne pareshan kiya meri jaan ko? Just tell me the name mai-"

I yelled at him crying "Tumne hi rulaya hai!!! abhi toh bohot meethi baatein bol rahe ho. Jab mujhe chhod ke chale gaye the tab kahan tha ye sab?!!

You left me raj.. you left me when I needed you the most..just because I don't say anything it doesn't mean I don't feel anything raj..

You left, Raj. Just like that. No warning, no explanation-just silence where your presence used to be. And maybe I never begged you to stay, maybe I never cried in front of you, but that doesn't mean I didn't break..

You walked away as if I never mattered, as if the countless nights we spent talking, the promises we made, meant nothing. I watched you leave, hoping-praying..that you'd turn back,

that you'd see the wreckage you left behind. But you never did... You left like it didn't matter..i didn't matter..we didn't..matter.."

I sobbed telling him how i felt.. I was carrying he weight of everything unsaid. Everyone thought my silence means indifference, that my lack of words is acceptance. But, the ...silence screams louder than words ever could...