Fate's Magic

17- Past

AUTHOR POV:-

Things have been going well. Suhaana and Raj have gotten closer over the time. Everything feels.. normal.

But Good things never lasted in Suhaana's life. Today everyone had gone out of the house only leaving the couple alone.

Suhaana's family hasn't gotten in any contact with her after that day but.. she was still paranoid about her father selling the garden.

She has been working day and night to cancel all the possible deals but it's not enough.

She was sitting cooking dinner while humming songs suddenly she felt two hands wrap around her waist.

He breath hitched but she continued cooking. She liked his touch she felt..safe around him.

"Ye I hate physical touch waali suhaana gum ho gayi huh " teased Taj while resting his chin on her shoulder.

"Mr raghuvanshi aapka dimag toh bachpan se gum hai meine kuch bola? "  Replied suhaana while controlling her laugh and leaving him shook.

He huffed and insisted on helping her cook. "Aap? Ruko ruko " saying that she took out her phone and called samay.

"Bhaiya agar mein 20 minute mein aapko text back na karun na toh samajh Jana ki aapke dost ne ghar jala diya hai " said suhaana making Raj take the phone from her and hang up.

"Kya karu mein iss ladki ka " said Raj facepalming.

"Murder mat karna mere chahne vaalon ka kya hoga fir" teased suhaana while continuing to cook.

RAJ RAGHUVANSHI POV:-

Did she just say chahane waale?! I turned her around and caged her between the counter and me earing a shock look from her.

I spoke leaning closer to her "mrs raghuvanshi if someone dares to even look at you I will scratch their eyes out. "

I was dangerously close to her lips.
I could feel her getting nervous. I slightly smirked looking at my effect at her.

She suddenly switched our positions. She pinned me to the counter. This girl is really something else. She was looking up at me with a slight smirk plastered over her face.

"Aww mr raghuvanshi is someone..perhaps.. jealous? " She asked tracing circles onto my hand.

She she is driving me crazy. Mrs raghuvanshi you are gonna be the death of me.

She leaned closer to me. Is she gonna kiss me- I unknowingly closed my eyes BUT SHE WAS JUST PICKING UP A SPOON FROM THE COUNTER.

"What happened Mr raghuvanshi..why do you look so pissed..? " She asked with a teasing smile on her face.

SUHAANA SINGHANIA POV:-

I smirked looking at him thinking that I was about to kiss him. Ahh ego satisfied. 

"What happened Mr raghuvanshi..why do you look so pissed..? "  I asked with a teasing smile on my face.

"Nothing " he said giving me a tight lipped smile.

He is cute when he is pissed. Wait what- get yourself together suhaana.

After a lot of teasing and me smacking his head 99 times we finally finished making food.

I was eating food just then my phone rang. I checked the caller id.. Tara? Why is she calling at this hour.

I picked up the call to hear a panting Tara saying "S-suhaana your your dad so..ld..sold..the gard..en He-he cracked the deal." that's it the momment she said this the spoon I had in my hand fell down.

My throat went try and my chest started paining. I had trouble breathing all my memories came rushing back to me..

The last thing I had of her..is gone..the only thing which made me feel at peace and gave me hope..it's all over..it's all over...

I didn't notice when Raj came over to my side and started rubbing my back with a worried look in his face. I couldn't hear anything which he was saying.

"R..aj Eve..rything is over.. everything is over.. He..he..sold it..Raj..he..he..did " I kept repeating this not knowing what to do.

I started gasping for air. Raj hugged me and rubbed my back while saying " baccha baccha sab theek hai sab theek hai "

"N-no kuch theek nahi hai Raj I..I.. lost.. everything..no.. " I was crying hesiterically in his arms.

After his efforts I finally stopped crying. I opened my eyes and saw Raj giving me a worried look. That's it suhaana it's time to tell him..

Tell him your wounds..who healed but left painful scars...

I made him sit on the sofa and held his hands.. "suhaana bacche kya hua " he asked me while being worried.

"Raj..you married me for your family and I did too..but not because of the family you think i have...the family I lost.. I had a sister..saaraa..we were inseparable.. I loved her more than anything she was my other half..but..I killed her..I killed her Raj..the day I lost her I lost my happiness and my will to live..my family neglected me..blamed me for everything that happened.. the girl who used to be happy and cheerful turned into a heartless workaholic. Her and I were at home..we were 11... I was bored and asked her to go to the garden with me..she denied multiple times but..I..I kept on insisting..we went downstairs we were crossing the road just then I saw a car coming towards me in full speed but she pushed me before it could hit me..I survived but she.. I..I.. remember the sight..she was lifeless in my hands..

After that day nothing was the same everyone blamed me for everything..my own parents used to hit me..they locked me in the room for days without any food and when I passed away and all the scars of their beatings started showing on my body..they..they Beibed the hospital and made cake reports telling that I am mentally unstable..

I was kept in the asylum for 4 months and that was just hell.. I was 12 Raj..12  while being alone in the asylum.. not being injected with medicines which made my nervous system slow..I almost died there..

I thought once I reach home everything would be better but it only got worse.. kya galti thi meri Raj..my own mother said that mera paida hona hi galti thi.. even before she passed away I..i..was treated poorly..no matter what I did they were never satisfied..I tried so hard to make them happy that I lost myself..I started eating less, talking less,being less childish.. kya kya nahi kiya meine..par they only hated me more..

Sara used to protect me but..she..she was gone..too..I killed her..Raj..I don't deserve anything. I don't deserve love and happiness. I deserve this I deserve this pain . I don't deserve this happiness you are making me happy raj. You need to stay away from me.. don't.. please don't give me this love..everyone leaves..noone stays..you will leave too.. don't give me this.. please..I am already broken enough don't make me angrier..

I lost my will to live, my happiness, my everything that day..she went but took a part of me with her. "

I felt my eyes feeling heavy and unknowingly I fell into deep slumber.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:-

Hey guys!!
So ye raha chapter

Suhaana's past has been told but was it really everything?

What will Raj feel after hearing all this??

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