Jelly's POV
Hooo...
Is this the right time?
Are we finally going to.....................kyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pabalik na sila ni nathan sa kanilang "room". Matapos ng kanilang oh-so-romantic event sa pingpong place.
It wasnt the scene that she expected but still worth it. Super duper worth it!! hehe.
Kanina ko pa napapansin na parang maniac o pervert na ako.
Who wouldnt though? Just from the appearance of nathan..... I could already think of so many different ways to take advantage of him.
Right now, my decency and immorality are hanging by a thread.
I could surely be a criminal in any moment.
Ugh. Too much!!!!!
Where is the pure, innocent, and sweet jelly now???
Anyways, I have another hurdle that I need to go through.
As you can guess, we are going back to the room and I'm gonna be "alone" with him.
Waaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My heart can't stop beating so fast just thinking about it.
Kanina pa talaga siya tinutukso ng temptation! Ayoko na!!!!!!!!
Please. Give me a room to breathe.
"Sir do you want the mattress laid out?" tanong ng attendee kahit na panay ang bigay nito ng masasakit na tingin sa kanya.
Hindi niya masyadong inisip yun dahil lahat ng focus niya ay nasa word na sinabi ng babae.
"Mattress"!!!! kyaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mind and heart are gonna explode soon. I cant keep up with this situation.
Its happening very very veryyyyyyyyy fast.
I cant really explain what I'm feeling right now.
Its mix of nervousness, kinda scared?, and happiness??
Im not sure myself because my mind is on the process of understanding what is happening.
Her mix feeling immediately change into disappointment when nathan answered the lady.
"We wouldn't need a mattress. We will go home soon after we ate. If you could just serve the food now. I need to send her home before its late." nakangiting wika ni nathan.
What?!!!!! We are not staying???!!!! What do you mean late?
I could stay as long as I want!
Well, I know I was kind of hesitant just a while ago.....but!!! You can't just crushed my deepest and darkest dream!!
Ng napatingin siya sa babae na nag-aattend sa kanila, hindi nakawala sa tingin niya ang mocking expression nito.
Like she exactly knows what she's thinking.
This girl!!!!
It frustrates her even more when she saw that expression. Ugh.
Of course I dont really want something to happen between me and nathan since I'm only seventeen but it kinda hurts to think that the idea of them being together for the night didn't even occur in the mind of nathan.
As if he's slapping it on her face that she's too young to even stay over with someone that their family trusted.
"The food here is good. The atmosphere and view are so peaceful." nakangiting wika ni nathan ng tumuon sa kanya ang pansin ng lalake.
Tumango lang siya at binigyan ito ng pekeng ngiti.
Even if she wanna try to lighten her mood and be thankful of what she have and experiencing right now but she still can't stop herself to feel some hope.
Agad namang napansin ng lalake ang pilit na ngiti niya.
"Is there anything wrong? Dont you like the place?" worried na tanong ni nathan.
Umiling siya at tumingin siya sa mukha nito. "Im fine. I was just thinking of something. I like the place so much." at binigyan niya ulit ito ng ngiti.
Now her smile wasnt as bad as it was before. After she saw that nathan is worried about her, her feelings just lighten up.
Okay. I know that I'm too easy to please but I'm simple as that.
I just love him too much.
Nathan smiled back and patted her in the head.
"Thats good." wika ng lalake.
She likes the feeling of him patting her head but it gives her some bad thoughts again. Like he's treating me like a kid.
Nathan always pats her head since the first time she met him. He always do this to sathana too.
She bit her lower lips.
Here we go again with her negative thoughts.
Jelly, your his lover not a sister.
Stop making yourself some kind of tragic heroine when nathan is having some problems.
She close her eyes and exhaled.
She look at him when she opened her sight.
"Do you love me?" she ask.
I know I said I wouldnt make myself some kind of tragic heroine but I think thats what her role always gonna be.
Even if I force myself to some kind of strong independent woman but in the end, I would be always be just me.
A jelly who craves for so much love and affection. A jelly whose always insecure and annoying.
Haaa.. I wouldnt be surprise if he will leave me later on and she wouldnt know what to do if that time comes. Just thinking about it makes her feel suffocated.
Nathan was kind of startled with her question but he also became serious immediately.
"I cant tell if my feelings have reach the same depth as you do but I know that you are very dear to me." sagot ni nathan.
She's happy that he answered her honestly.
She wouldnt want him to say the words I love you if he doesnt meant it.
She dont want to lose the meaning of those words.
She smiled and nods.
"I understand. I will wait. I will wait and make you fell deeply inlove with me. Im already at the starting point, I will give it my all to reach your heart." she said.
Its kind of cheesy but she said every thing that she feels.
She want him to know that she's pretty serious.
Nathan smiled and kiss her forehead.
"Give it your all. I will gladly welcome it."
Authors note:
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