Twilight: Bonnie Cullen.

"Runaway"

*Bonnies POV*

When I awake, the first thing I register is a stinging sensation in my nostrils of Bourbon. I don't quite know my surroundings at first, but when I feel a warm, bare arm holding me close to the person it belongs too, everything hits me like a ton of bricks. Im in Jacobs bed.

What time is it?

Are Seth and Leah awake?

I slide out from below Jacobs arm, and with only the moon and the dim lamp to light the room, I struggle to see. Its still pitch black out, which means its still night, thank god. When I stand, I can feel the moist between my legs, and my soaked panties. I don't know what to think when I fix my dress, which is pulled high above my waist. Jacob lays sleeping, on top of the duvet, shirtless.  I see his maroon shirt thrown over the head board and I feel sick with worry.

What have I done? Did Seth and Leah hear anything last night?

What if someone finds out?

And that's when my eyes widen in realization.

Alice.

"Jacob." I whisper in a strained voice. I through myself on to he bed and shake him violently, as tears fill my eyes.

He jumps awake. "Bonnie whats happened?" He panic, grabbing me by the shoulders as I sob, gripping my hair. "Bonnie, did I hurt you?" He asks, eyes wide.

"No, Jacob." I sob. "Its Alice."

"What? Why, whats happened?"

"No, Jacob-" I dismiss. "What if she seen what happened last night?"

His hands fall from my shoulders and he rubs his face.

"Oh my God." He mutters, blinking heavily due to his hangover. "Oh, fuck."

"Oh my god." I mutter, gripping my hair.

"Hey, shhhh..." He soothes, reaching out to hold my hand. I pull away, and crawl away from him. He looks hurt.

"She would've called." He breathes. "Bonnie, she didn't see it."

"How do you know?" I spit.

"Because you are vervained."

I automatically stop crying. Relief floods threw me as I realise he is right. There is vervain in my system. Oh my god.

"Its okay." He soothes.

"No its not." I sigh, shaking my head violently. "What have I done?" I stand up, pacing, gripping my hair.

"Bonnie, I had a part in this too." He says, standing to his feet. "I shouldn't have forced you."

"But you didn't!" I screech. "I wanted this."

"Bonnie, keep it down. Seth and Leah will hear."

"Oh my god." I cry.

"Bonnie," Jacob reaches out for me, and pulls me into his chest. I fight him, not wanting to, but soon I give up. I cant fight Jacob any longer. "Shhhh.." He soothes, kissing my hair as I huddle into him.

"What sort of  a girlfriend am I?" I wail.

"Shhh..."

"No." I push myself away from him. "No." I say again, collecting my things. I make towards the door.

"Bonnie." He calls after me. "Don't go."

"Don't go?" I cry. "What do you want me to do Jacob?" I ask. "To stay?" He looks blunt as I stare at him. "Well I cant." I open the door, and swing it open.