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Chapter - 46 UDAIPUR

                   Siya’s pov:

I have been confined within his royal palace for the past two days, a gilded cage that offers both luxury and isolation, the area of isolation is limited just to my room. The hustle bustle of the footsteps and arrangement could be seen from outside the windows.

Yet, despite the beauty that surrounds me, a sense of restlessness pervades my thoughts, as the high walls and guarded gates restricts my freedom. Each passing hour feels like an eternity, as I yearn for the fresh life outside these ornate confines.

‘’maam? Can we come?’’ The maids requested authorization to enter the premises.

I held back my tears and told her to come over.

The maids arrive bearing presents, their arms laden with beautifully wrapped gifts that glimmer in the soft light.

‘’Maam, sir ordered us to get you ready for the functions, can we start?’’ one of the maids with her warm smile and graceful manner asked her.

Siya nodded and swallowed hard, clenching her fist in frustration as thoughts of the forward consumed her.

The weight of her emotions pressed down on her, each memory of their last encounter flooding in her mind with  a mix of irritation and fear. She replayed their conversations, analyzing every word and hidden meanings.

The more she thought about it, the more her heart raced, caught in a tumult of despair, the fear of vulnerability held her back, leaving her in a state of restless agitation.
She recalled his last animal act, which happened the same day when she arrived in Udaipur.

Flashback:

He dragged me to the palace as I’m his rag doll, despite my pleas for him to release me which he utterly ignored. His grip unyielding as we traversed the opulent corridor adorned with decorations and lavish tapestries.

Each step felt heavier than the last, my heart racing with a mix of fear and desperation as I called out for mercy, hoping that someone might hear my cries. Yet the palace full of audience didn’t even raise their eyes, leaving me feeling increasingly isolated in this world of splendor that felt so threatening.

At that moment I realized that my fate was no longer in my hands but rather in the whims of a man who seemed impervious to my suffering.

He opened the door with a swift motion, the creaking hinges echoing in the otherwise silent room. Without a moment’s hesitation, in one forceful movement he shoved me onto the bed, the impact jarring and unexpected .

The suddenness of the action left me momentarily stunned. With full strength I regained my posture.

‘’what makes you think doing all this I’ll feel scared of you, you’re the most cowardly person I ever met in my life, who fulfilled his desire on the ashes of peoples’ life’’.

‘’I’ll escape from your cage, not one, two, three times…I’ll run away from you everytime if I get a chance and you can’t do anything to this’’.

‘’even It costs anything, I’ll do EVERY SINGLE TIME, you heard me? Mr. Thakur?’’ siya unleashed her frustration, she yelled at him with all her might. Each word was laced with a mix of anger and desperation, echoing her pent-up emotions. siya’s eyes burned with a fierce determination, as if she were trying to pierce through his indifference and make him truly understand the weight of her feeling.

And here, he remained unresponsive to her outburst, his expression inscrutable as he absorbed the weight of her words.

Despite the emotional fervor she had displayed, he chose to maintain his composure, reflecting a calmness that contrasted sharply with her agitation.