I'm currently on a break, because of my mentally abusive mom. (Edited#3) I'm finally back on my feet!! Huge shoutout to my bestfriend @ThatRandomNobody15 for giving me the most support, and for always being there for me. Same for all of my readers d...
How are you doing? After the time I've been off to take a break from writing, and etc. I know that I promised you guys that I'd come back someday, to continue the two books of sngy Oneshot and the sngy story recently published.
I couldn't take my mind off the fact that I left everyone cliff hanging after the first page of the sngy story I published, I want to make a second page so much but I couldn't feel the motivation. I'm slowly losing interests in all of my hobbies, including writing because of my mental health.
After the latest announcement, I took my time for a break slowly healing from everything. After the scout camp I had, I was admitted to the hospital for a week because I wasn't able to stand properly and my body got very weak. I wasn't able to do anything.
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It was horrible, but please hear me out.
I feel like this is the only place I could pour out all of my feelings about my life, my feelings, my parents and everything else I've been going through.
I was discharged from the hospital, wanting to had a new start of my life. At first everything was going alright but it took a very slow process because of my mother, who is mentally immature, she pours all her anger out on me.
Ruining me and my mental health.
Everything I say to her, she takes it offensive and tells me that I'm arguing back to her before deciding to yell and shout at me with every opportunity. She gives me horrible words I couldn't describe, it was so bad that I didn't even know how to say it.
But it hurt my feelings so much, knowing my own mother sees me as nothing but a punching bag for her personal anger issues because my two older brothers are adults and she can't do anything to them but me.
She forces me to sleep in the same room with her because she was scared I'd disappear, I get that she's protective of me but she doesn't give me any privacy.
She makes me play my computer in the living room, in front of one of the security cameras she has access to. Always watching over me and how I behave, whenever she's out for work. And she tells me, all she's doing this is because she's doing it for me, to keep me safe from danger.
My dad on the other hand didn't do anything, he's always introverted and doesn't socialize much. He also forbad me from having my own room, because he didn't want me to end up like my own two older brothers who were introverts in their own worlds.
He doesn't help me with school work anymore, or stand up for me whenever my mom is at it. He just stands there, before walking away.
