Leaving Justin Bieber

Chapter 53

I stood with my hands awkwardly in my pockets, staring at her with my dark sunglasses covering my eyes. She was leaving to go home now, surrounded by her bags and suitcases, struggling to say goodbye to everyone at once

I didn't join the group of people to say their goodbyes to her. I just watched, along with Selena stood beside me with her arm linked around mine

It was rude of us, rude of me

The pilot boarded the plane and gave a slight nod towards Scooter to signal he was ready to leave. I noticed the nod, and my chest tightened slightly, knowing she was about to leave us, leave me

The staff helped carry her luggage onto the plane whilst she said her final goodbye's. After 5 minutes, she was holding just one bag over her shoulder, hugging the crew one by one. Waving slightly, she began walking up the steps to board the flight

'Finally'

I turned harshly to see Selena observing her nails and picking at the edges, completely ignoring how everyone was feeling

How i was feeling

But of course, i had to act as if i wanted her gone. After all, i was the one to lose my cool over her actually being on the tour!

Paparazzi from further away were snapping numerous pictures of Natalie saying goodbye and everyone watching her go

'Come on, lets go back'

Selena turned and began walking back as the crew walked to us, waving to Natalie from the seat window! Giorgia blowing kisses while Chaz held his hands up making a heart shape with his fingers, like my beliebers did at concerts

Of course, she did it back

My belieber

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In deep thought, i sat on my leather sofa swirling my drink around. I'd tried to watch the news, but i just couldn't focus

'In earlier news, singer Justin Bieber was reportedly seen saying goodbye to his fellow crew member, Natalie Ward, as she boarded a plane to travel back to Miami finally leaving Justin Bieber. The young girl had been spotted with Justin almost everywhere he went, but according to spectators, singer Selena Gomez also known as Justin's sweetheart, was seen cuddling Justin whilst Natalie said goodbye. Have Natalie and Justin finally parted ways? All will be revealed, next week'

I shut the tv off and downed the rest of my drink. Shutting my eyes tight at the strong taste of it, i set the glass down and sat forward staring at the photo frame in the corner which held a photo of me and Natalie at rehearsals.

I walked to it and picked it up, gently running my finger over her face. Her smile was enough to light up new york after dark. But that smile was gone. And it was my fault she'd lost it.

In a drunken state of mind and a desperate amount of emotions, i quickly tried to get in touch with her. But the line just beeped, and the texts wouldn't send. She'd blocked me.

"Fuck!"

I threw the phone and picked up the large bottle, leaving the glass on the table

The deal knocked me sick. If i knew what i was losing i wouldn't have left her behind. I leant against the wall and drank some more, replaying his words in my head

'Look she's not going to get far, Selena already is famous and is talented enough for the public to want you both forever. She's just a fan, a belieber if you will. But she's dragging you down Justin, and we need people who can only take you higher. Forget the fan, fall harder in love with Selena.'

Slowly, i slid down the wall and into a small ball. I never wanted this, i never wanted her. I wanted to be able to happily take her in my arms and listen to her squeal and shout to put her down before kissing her. I forcefully had to hold Selena's hands and kiss her to make everyone believe we were the power couple

The reporters words flew around my head as i cried hard and loud trying to drown out her loud voice

'finally leaving Justin Bieber'
'travel back to Miami'
'leaving'

"Stop!"

I covered my ears and cried louder

'FINALLY'

'LEAVING'

"No!!"

'JUSTIN'

"She can't leave me!!!"

'BIEBER'

I screamed louder than anyone, muffling out the screaming i could hear around me. Rocking back and forth and i repeatedly shouted, my voice cracking as every word erupted from my mouth

'Dude call 911, hurry! He need's help'