Leaving Justin Bieber

Chapter 45

Natalie P.O.V

I turned to look at Harry as he already fixed his eyes on mine, along with Chaz. Justin became frustrated

'Will someone please tell me what the fuck is going on here?'

It fell silent again

'Natalie, can i have a word?'

He looked around at everyone in the bus

'In, private!'

The lads exited the bus leaving just me and Justin

'Tell me then?'

I stood quiet, playing with my fingers nervously

'Fine'

He stormed past me and pushed me slightly, knocking into my shoulder as he went to his room

"Justin wait"

He slammed the door violently, in which i waited outside. Knocking gently, i stood patiently but silently

"Justin..please"

I heard him speaking, he must of been on the phone. He was quiet for a minute until he spoke again

'Mom i love her, but i don't know what to do anymore'

I'd never met his mum, and quite frankly i didn't want to after what he was telling her. The way he described me in the situation, i sounded like a real bitch. But i hadn't done anything wrong? He opened the door, with a blank expression on his face

'It's not going to work..'

My heart sank

"What do you mean?"

He hesitated slightly

'We're not going to work'

My heart began to race quickly

"No, no no Justin we don't have to split up? It's okay no, we don't have to do this? If you need a break that's fine and i'll wait for you, i'll..i'll wait! Whenever you're ready we can start again"

His face dropped

'But what if i take too long?'

I smiled thru the tears

"I can handle 3 months! Justin i'll do anything, i love you so much..please Justin, please"

He shook his head

'We're better off how we were before? Just bestfriends. We never argued or fought with eachother'

I shook my head quickly, the tears falling fast

"No no i want to be so much more Justin! Please, just listen to me Justin"

Again he shook his head

'I'm sorry, but i can't be selfish'

I nodded my head, wiping my cheeks

"It's your mum, isn't it"

He remained silent, but his silence told me the truth

'Fine, i'll let you listen to your mum. Although can we bear in mind that you're not a kid anymore? She can't control your life forever Justin! You need to make your own decisions!!'

He leant forward and took my face in both hands, kissing me passionately and leaving my lips breathless. I leant my forehead to his

"Why are you doing this to me?"

He didn't answer. Leaving me completely clueless and playing with my feelings. I stepped back and shook my head, heading for the bus door

'Natt, we can still be-'

I slammed the door, knowing the word 'friends' was about to fall from his mouth. Friends? How could i be just friends with a boy i loved so much? The boy that had just kissed me passionately, but then said we could still be how we were? How is that fair? To act like he was my boyfriend, but tell me we 'wouldn't work'. Bullshit! Our bond was too strong to be just friends and i knew that i was going to be messed around

Justin P.O.V

I held my head in my hands, running my fingers thru my hair repeatedly as i thought about what had just happened. I looked up to see my phone had lit up from a message, in which the picture of Natalie in her sunglasses with her hair in a bun, came up. My heart pounded against my chest and i tried to choke down the lump in my throat, but it was too late. The tears poured from my eyes and i couldn't stop.
I laid back onto my pillow and hugged the other tight, the pillow Natalie always slept on. I felt guilty for the way i was treating her, i didn't ever want to hurt her. That was never my intention. But i loved my mom, and i wanted to make her happy? Even if it meant losing the one i love

Even if it meant losing the one i love

I replayed it over and over in my head. I'd lost her. Over someone else's opinion?
I looked at the clock and it was 8pm, but it was getting dark in the town where we were. Jumping up, i slipped on my Supras and opened the door

'Justin! Justin!'

Ryan ran over

'Natt's downtown with another guy!'

My blood boiled as i clenched my fists

"Where"

Giorgia walked out

'Shut up Justin'

I snapped my head round quickly

'You've just broke up with her! You've told her that you're not gonna work because of your mum, so why can't she move on?'

Your heart sunk

"She can move on, i'm not stopping her"

She raised an eyebrow

'Justin you've ignored her, messed with her head, cheated, lied and now you've ended it with her. But she stayed. She will always stay. She can try move on, and maybe she will convince herself to? But she will never ever move on from you. It's always been you'

It's always been You