Leaving Justin Bieber

Chapter 30

Justin P.O.V

We got back to the hotel and we took the stairs to our floor. Ryan knocked on the girls door but there was no answer. I unlocked our door but Chaz wasn't in there either. I knocked on Kenny's door and he answered quickly

'Scooter, he's back'

Scooter came to the door with an angry look on his face

'Explain!!'

"I'll explain later, where are the rest?"

They both looked at me in confusion

'In their rooms?'

"No! They're not there"

Scooter grabbed his phone and rang Natalie, she answered after a few rings

'Hello?'

'Natalie!! Where are you all?'

She became really quiet and started whispering, Scooter walked away and sat on the couch. He began smiling and put her on speaker

'Okay okay, be back before 12! Have fun. No drinking'

She started laughing

'No promises Scoot, byeeeeeee'

Giorgia and Chaz screamed bye aswell as Natalie. He ended the call and held out his hands

'Looks like they've gone to a party'

My face hardened and i clenched my fists

'And i heard boys laughing'

Kenny nudged Scooter to look at me and i wasn't laughing. I was so angry. I grabbed the keys from the table and looked up at Ryan

"Let's go"

We got into the car and sped down the roads

"Where could they be?"

Ryan wasn't listening he was too busy whining about Giorgia

'What if he she hates me? What if she never wants to see me again? What if she leaves the tour? What if-'

"Ryan!!!!"

'What?"

"She loves you man, stop"

'I feel like i can see her everywhere, like there'

I glanced to see Giorgia with Chaz and Natalie on a basketball court with a bunch of guys. I slammed my foot on the breaks and accelerated to the courts

'Justin what the fuck man?'

Ignoring him, i gripped the wheel tight. Turning, we parked into a space and i got out. Ryan ran towards Giorgia, who was stood with a boy holding a basketball. Chaz was drinking with a girl and Natalie was stood around 3 or 4 guys, shooting hoops without any shoes. She's going to cut her feet, but she's good

'Giorgia!!!'

She turned to see Ryan jogging towards her. Everyone was looking at him, he started getting upset. I ran over to help

'Can we talk?'

She couldnt look at him

'Gio, please..we need to talk'

'I dont want to talk to you'

'Please..'

Before i could do anything, Natt came over and spoke to them. Giorgia and Ryan then walked away to talk privately. Natalie went back to the boys, she picked up the ball and looked up to see me stood with Chaz. To my surprise, Chaz took the girls hand and walked away from me. He took her over the beach. Natalie just stood there, i walked over to her slowly and the other guys got quiet

"Can, can we talk?"

She rolled her eyes

'I dont want to talk to you'

I held my hands out

"Please Natalie, we need to sort this"

She laughed sarcastically

'This? There is no this? You dont care? You never did. We have nothing to discuss Justin'

And with that, she threw the ball behind her and without effort it swished thru the net. The boys whistled and clapped as she picked up her shoes and walked to the beach. I scowled at the guys and ran after her

"Natalie..Natalie wait!!"

She ignored me and carried on walking. I caught up to her and touched her shoulder

"Just listen"

she turned quickly and snapped

'Listen? Listen to what!! Listen to you go on about how 'it's not what it looks like' or 'it was all a mistake' No Justin! It wasn't a mistake! She's the girl you've been texting, blowing us all off for her, ignoring us all for your phone? You tried to keep it from us Justin. You could've just told us? I dont care about any of that, i only care about one thing and all i want to know, is..'

She breathed out heavily and wiped a falling tear

'...why did you make me feel like you loved me?'

My heart stopped, had i really been so careless with her?

'You made me feel like you really wanted to be with me and that i made you happy'

"You do make me happy!!"

'So why, are you making me feel like i'm not good enough?!!'

I looked down at the floor, i couldn't watch her cry

"I just, i-"

'Exactly. You're the one who said you wanted to spend the day with us? Me and Gio ignored a party invite from our old closest friends, for you and the boys. And you didn't even have the decency to tell us the truth? It doesn't take over an hour to get ice cream Justin, we're not stupid'

I put my hands in my pockets and moved my tongue to the side of my mouth. Shaking her head, she laughed sarcastically

'You've lost me. You've lost us. Have a good night Justin'

She began to walk away and she turned

'Oh and just to let you know, you and Ryan left your other childhood bestfriend who has been there for you both thru thick and thin and yet you both blew him off and lied to him for 2 fake bitches who don't give a shit about either of you. I hope you're happy with yourself'

And with that, she started running away. I felt a lump in my throat as tears started forming in my ears, slowly dripping down my cheeks. I sat down on the sand and clicked the home button on my phone, a photo of me and Natalie came up at the stables. I wiped a few tears and dropped my phone beside me

"I've ruined everything..."

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