Leaving Justin Bieber

Chapter 54

I woke up in a bright room alone. It was deadly silent, but it gave me chance to get used to my surroundings and collect my thoughts. My phone was upright to the left of me, so i dialled Natalie

'Hello?'

"Natt it's me"

I heard her sigh and the line went dead. I glanced at the screen and furrowed my eyebrows, pressing the FaceTime button to see the state of myself. I looked horrific

'Justin why are you calling?'

I laid back and sunk into my pillow as i stared at her beautiful face

"I wanted to talk to you"

She didn't take any notice in my dark tear stained eyes, the pale tone of my skin, the messy hair, my chapped lips

"Are you okay?"

She hesitated and nodded yes

"You're lying, i can tell you want to say no"

She rolled her eyes

'You should go'

I tried to sit forward but it hurt so much

"Natt i know you don't want me to"

She sighed heavily and rubbed her eyes

'Justin i'm running out of time, what do you want to talk to me about?'

I frowned

"What do you mean?"

She fell silent

'Look i miss us, i do'

I smiled wide at her

'But'

My smile dropped

'You're just not what i want anymore'

I felt as if my body was about to shut down. I closed my eyes and breathed out a breathe, listening to her awkwardly hum a tune

"What is that?"

She continued to avoid eye contact

'Just a tune i've just made up. I'm gonna go bye Justin'

She hung up before i got chance to say goodbye. I ran my fingers thru my hair and sat up tall. I've got to get out of here!

* * *

'Justin i'm so glad you're back!'

Everyone hugged me tight forgetting i was in pain

"Ow guys let go"

They all backed off and gave me space. Most of us went to the studio to give Scooter company, i had to be pushed around in a wheelchair because of how tired my body was. Doctors orders.

I picked up the notepad from the desk and re read the words that Natalie had wrote. Little Do You Know was really good, and it was meant for me and her. The words defined her emotions from our relationship, and i needed to repay her

*What Do You Mean*

I sat in the corner and replayed the FaceTime conversation in my head

*When you nod your head yes, but you wanna say no. What do you mean? When you don't want me to move, but you tell me to go. What do you mean?*

I held the pencil to my lips and thought carefully

*Said you're running out of time, what do you mean? What do you mean, better make up your mind, what do you mean?*

'Hey bro whatcha writing?'

I smiled and showed Alfredo the pad

'Seems cool! How does it sound?'

I fell silent, i didn't have a tune yet

'Hmm, i'm sure you'll think of something'

I tried out numerous tunes, but i couldn't get the right thing to fit! Natt buzzed into my head and i smiled to myself, humming the tune that she did on the phone. My eyes widened and i tried it with the words and it worked great

'What do you mean, when you nod your head yes, but you wanna say no what do you mean. Heeey, when you don't want me to move, but you tell me to go, what do you mean?'

A wide smile spread across my cheeks and i shook my head in happiness. This was going to be amazing