Who's My Destiny?

WMD11 - Her Struggles

Hi. Sorry for the wait. This chapter would be short and in Selena's POV only. Gusto ko munang ma-emphasize yung feelings nya dito. Sana magustuhan nyo. ❤

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BREAKING UP...
Is a process on which two people decided to end up their relationship because of different circumtances. One, there's no reason for them to stay in that relationship because they fall out of love. Or two, the relationship is too complicated to handle (because of misunderstandings, third party, etc.)

But in my case, it's a one-sided break-up (if there is one). He's the only one who decided everything. And the worst thing is, before the break-up, we don't even had a big fight. We didn't argue. He just left me hanging. I silently asked myself what have I done wrong. Months of waiting for anwers. Months of waiting for nothing. He didn't bother to explain. He just went away, leaving me with nothing but my broken heart.

MOVING ON...
Is a long term process that needed time to heal all wounds that a person has done to another person's heart. Others say that moving on is hard when the person really leaves a mark in your heart. But I think, it's much harder when you didn't even know the reason why he broke up with you and just left you like that. (and then vision of Nick's face while he's begging me to let him go flashed into my mind) I feel a sudden pain inside me. Inside my heart. I know that always remembering him won't make any help on my moving on process but I can't help it. Deep down here in my heart, I know that the love is still there. I know it. I feel it.

ACCEPTANCE...
It is when you started to realize that there is no hope at all for the both of you to be together again. Maybe the love is still there, but you are not so affected by him unlike before. The feeling of hurt slowly leaves you're system and then you will realize that the pain you feel before was only in your mind. It's just the brain who told the heart to be hurt or pained. And the heart, as stupid as it was, follow the brain, thinking that what the brain said is always right.

At this moment, I am not yet on this process. Maybe I'm still hoping, I don't know. Maybe because I loved him too much. And maybe, just maybe, time will come that I will learn to accept things and live my life just like before. WITH OR WITHOUT HIM.

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Thankyou. - FA21xx