Who's My Destiny?

WMD9 - "What you don't know wont hurt you ..."

Sorry for the super duper late update. There's a thing called WB and it attacked me. *insertsadfacehere* But don't worry, I'll make it up to you guys. *wink*

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Any minute I'm not with you I hope I see you soon.There's just something that happens when you walk into the room.

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Selena's POV

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na makatulog ng ganong kahaba. I mean, since the day that.. Nick and I unofficially broke up, yes, UNOFFICIALLY, since I didn't agree with it, I had months of sleepless nights.

My conscious is half awake but I'm too lazy to open my eyes. Maya maya may kumatok sa pinto. Hindi ako sumagot. Instead, I just keep my eyes close. Narinig kong dahan dahang bumukas ang pinto, tapos dahan dahang isinara ito. I still pretended to be asleep. Nakarinig ako ng mahihinang footsteps papalapit sa akin. I wanted to open my eyes out of curiosity but something's stopping me. Huminto yung footsteps then naramdaman ko na umupo sya sa kabilang side ng kama. Hinawi nya yung strands ng hair na humarang sa mukha ko. May sinasabi sya pero hindi ko maintindihan. I find it weird kase ano namang kinalaman ko sa mga sinasabi nya? But I hear his last sentence so clear and from that moment it doesn't leave my mind...

"What you don't know won't hurt you.."

Naguguluhan ako pero syempre, I can't react kase nga nag tutulug-tulugan ako. Was it for me? Baka naman may kausap sya sa phone, pero parang ang dense ko naman kung hindi ko mararamdamang may tumawag sa kanya or may dinial sya. Or baka naman para kay Bitch este Mitch yun. Nagkamali siguro sya ng room na pinasukan. Pero hindi naman siguro sya tanga para hindi mapansin na hindi ako sya. I mean, mas maganda naman ako ng di hamak dun, diba? He interrupted my thoughts as he started to "wake" me up. I didn't respond at first. Syempre para hindi naman obvious na kanina pa ko gising. Mas nilakasan nya pa yung yugyug and it's my turn na maggising-gisingan. I slowly open my eyes and saw Ace smiling sweetly at me. I returned the smile back awkwardly. I don't know why I feel anxious. Bigla akong nailang sa tingin nya. Yung mata nya kase.. It reminds me of someone.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" I said as I started to fix my bed.

"Sasabihin ko lang sana na ready na yung breakfast. Kaso nung walang nagrespond pumasok na ko. Baka kase napano ka na."

"Mapapano naman daw ako dito?"

"E kung nag-suicide ka na?"

"What? Bakit ba ganyan ang iniisip nyong lahat. Look, kung magsusuicide siguro ko i'll make sure na may makakakita sa'kin agad. Dying is out of my list so you don't have to worry."

"Actually, my concern is that maayos kitang hiniram sa ate mo kaya gusto ko maayos din kitang isasauli. Ayokong masabi nyang pinabayaan kita."

"Pabibo ka ha? Bakit close ba kayo agad. Tss." I said and he stiffened. Wait.. Did I miss something back there?

"Ah, hindi naman. O, isuot mo to." Tapos may inabot sya sa akin na long sleeves na damit then vest na brown or kaki? Then black pants and boots. Wait..

"Magho-horse back tayo?" I asked, excitement evident on my voice.

He nodded and turned to leave the room.

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As soon as I've done fixing myself, I headed towards the kitchen and saw Ace and Mitch laughing while having their breakfast. Ace notice me and he instantly pull a chair for me. I saw in the corner of my eyes how Mitch's smile slowly fades.

"You okay, M?" Ace asked. She gave him her million dollar smile.

"O-ofcourse." She turned to me and smiled sweetly at me as if she didn't confronted me last night. "Good morning Selena. How's your sleep? By the way thanks nga pala sa time mo makipagkwentuhan saken kagabi. I had so much fun."