I wish I could disappear

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Annabell's POV

I changed into a bird, flying slowly back to the camp. Andrew's words bounced in my mind the whole way, I couldn't understand why he'd react like that. Am I really that disgusting? That odd? I guess Jimmy was right. I just wish I could be invisible.

I burst into my trailer and lock the door, going back to my actual appearance. I fling myself on by bed and cry. I won't cry after this. I have things to do, so I'll cry for as long as I need.

Hours pass this way, long into the night I stayed tangled in my blankets, crying my eyes out. Eventually I ran out of tears, just staring blankly at my ceiling. Why am I seen as only a freak? Because of something I can't control? I hate this. I wish I was normal.

The sun rose but I stayed put in my bed. I don't have any work today and I don't perform so I don't have to get out of bed at all today. I can just stare at my ceiling. After a while though, my stomach started growling so I simply ignored it.

I just wish he'd still be my friend.

Knock

Knock knock

"Annabell?"

Ugh. Jimmy. He's gonna rub it in my face. And I don't wanna get up...

I roll over onto my side and pull the blankets over my face.

He'll go away eventually....

Knock knock

Knock

"Annabell, I know you're in there. Please open up."

Knock knock

"Anna, did you eat?"

Knock

Knock knock knock.

"What happened?"

Knock.

"C'mon, I'm worried about you."

After a while he stopped knocking and I just closed my eyes. Time for some rest. Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.


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