Something uncomfortable to do - 5SOS Luke Hemmings (completed)

Chapter 19

"Have you ever thought about living with me?" Luke asked while running his long fingers through his blonde hair. I looked at him, my eyes wide like never before. "I'm tired of seeing you living in that shitty apartment of yours," he added and gave me a nervous smile. I was just adjusting my bra and putting on my hoodie. Did he seriously just ask me about moving in with him?

"No, not really," I admitted biting my lip. I finally convinced him to take a ride with me although riding a bike made him terrified. He chuckled and grabbed my hand putting it on his heart.

"Would you live with me Megan Hall?" he asked, his eyes a bit concerned. I bit my lip even harder making the wound bleed again. He had no idea how much I would love that but it just wasn't possible. He was meant to die under my hands and it was about to happen soon. I was looking at his eyes getting darker and darker while the shadow of disappointment showed on his face.

"I would love to, Lucas Hemmings," I whispered feeling my eyes watering again. He then wrapped his arms around me screaming a loud yes. I let out a laugh kissing the crook of his neck before digging my face in it.

"You seriously accepted it, I can't believe it! What have I dont to deserve a girl like you?" Luke asked in my hair. His voice was full of happiness and he even giggled happily. Oh Lucas, what have you done? Well, that nice girlfriend of yours is plotting to kill you, she's far away from being wonderful. She had killed many people before, more than you could ever imagine. What would you do if you found out she killed your best friends? 

All this were thoughts I didn't say out loud when I stepped back and completed my look with Luke's leather jacket. It was way too big but it was exactly what I wanted to wear right now. I wanted to be surrounded by my boyfriend's smell before his death.

"Stealing my clothes again beauty?" he cheerfully asked. I nodded simply and started brushing my hair. "We can go back home tomorrow and ask mum whether she'd accept you to our household!"

Of course, Liz. How am I supposed to ever look into her face that reminded my of Luke's so much? I would never do it again, same went for his brothers or Andrew.

"Surely," I briefly replied looking at him over my shoulder. No concern was shown on his perfect face and before I could have stopped myself I was observing it. His wonderful eyes that were the most special colour, which changed depending on his mood. His pointy nose for whom many fans claimed it had been operated and his plump lips. Then my eyes jumped on his piercing that made him look a bit more punkish than anything else and the deep dimple on his cheek. I pecked it quickly and burried my face in his chest.

There was no way I could ever forget the way he smelt, the way he breathed even. Everytime we were together my heart beat faster than his but then they suddenly adjusted to each other like they were working in pair. It was the same with the rest of our bodies, they were meant to be.

"Are you okay Megan?" Luke asked and kissed my forehead. I nodded and interwined our hands. This was the last time I was holding him and I could hear my heart shattering even more.

"We better get going so we can catch some sleep later," I simply said and I felt Luke shivering a bit.

"I can't believe you're getting me on a fucking bike. But on the other hand you're the only person I trust completely," he sighed pulling me out of the room. We decided to ride the bike really slowly so we didn't really need helmets. Getting Luke on a bike was really strange, I'd never met a guy that hadn't liked bikes and Luke definitely hated them.

I turned it on and started riding down the street. It was nearly midnight and no one was around. The night was cold and a bit windy what made me cold. The wind was running through my hair that was slapping Luke's face all the time while he was holding my hips tightly. Sometimes he even let out a laugh and I knew I finally got his trust with bikes. That was why I turned to the motorway and the cold wind hit my face. Luke's fingers dug in my hips and he let out a short scream.

"Aren't we going too fast?" he asked loudly and kind of worried.

"No Lukey, we aren't!" I screamed back although we went way too fast. In that moment I consciously decided that I couldn't live without Luke. I probably made the decision sooner but now it was my final one. I could never leave the country where I met the guy I fell in love with. I couldn't live with all the guilt and I definitely couldn't survive killing Luke.

"Slow down baby!" Luke screamed pettryfied obviously. I bit my lip when tears started running down my face. I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way he tasted. Now he was literally begging me to slow down but I couldn't do it. I had to finish the whole thing and now it was high time to do it.

"I love you so fucking much Luke!" I told him speeding up. His face was burried my hair, I felt his tears on my neck and mine on my face. My vision got blurry and this was when I decided to let the bike go. I put my arms on Luke's wishing it would be over soon.

I was sorry, I truly was.

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A/N

Only epilogue left, do you think they died? I am crying literally :( Who do you think wanted our guys dead? x